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2010 Thoughts - I Am Legend

2010-01-03T19:40:00.006+08:00

Today is the third day of the year 2010...

It is going to be the fourth day in less than 5 hours time.

Yesterday I watched " I am LEGEND" with pig pig.

It sets me thinking if I could even survive without anyone by my side on planet earth.

A definite NO. I cannot even imagine that.

It is the people around us that make up our life.

Think about it. We make up part and parcel of each other's life.

Be it be friends, families, lovers, colleagues, teachers, waitress, chefs, taxi drivers, enemies...

Be it close or not close,

Be it blood related or not,

Be it be acquaintances with an 1-sec interaction,

our life is only complete with people around us.

without them, everything we have now is impossible - no one to cook, make food, operate buses, sell cars, sell food, teach words, pay you salary,

everything loses its meaning and it deprives us from the basic necessities of life - love, care and concern.

Will Smith is one brave soul in the story.

He survived and lived with the hope of meeting other survivors on earth.

I remembered watching a similar movie on this before.

I admire his spirit but in reality, I would have committed suicide.

Dear friends, the movie reminded all of us that it is always a blessing to be living in a healthy community with sound and energetic spirits - be it poor or rich, happy or unhappy.

All these are insiginificant and are god's gifts for you to continue to experience life.

I thank everyone whom I have met in every second of my life.

Especially to those who truly care for me - my friends, my families and my lover.

Remember to always stop and reflect on the little things we have in life.

My ten resolutions n 2010 -

Spend more time with my family.
Laugh more. Stay optimistic and happy in life! It's time to spread my love around. Forget those politics.
Buy a new laptop by March 2010. Any good suggestions anyone?
Overcome the struggles and challenges in my daily work. I can do it!
Buy a new wallet
Change my wardrobe to elegant formal pieces
Improve my discipline in life. I can do it!
Learn to drive a Honda Fit or BMW on the road haha
Lose some fats around my tummy and legs to fit into my old clothes
Leave Singapore at least once

It is going to be a brand new 2010 for me. Everything is going to be new. :)

I can do it!

"Being respectful and sincere to others is the same treatment you would to get for yourself."

pictures speak louder than words

2009-07-12T16:40:00.029+08:00

my life has been up and down for the past few months.

I have experienced some sadness, some happiness, some tears, some anger, some joy...

someone told me abit of everything makes up everyone else's life...

nothing is certain in our hands forever...

so let's hold on to what we can control now!

it's never too late for anything *-*

April Go-Kart!

rain rain go away...

sleepy eyes hehe

nothing better to do when it is raining...

the lady said we are in matching green...ha!

dear dear in green hehe...

Back to simple life

Manage to force him to do mask with me hehe...

one year anniversary surprise ^-^

The new camera from my dear dear

he and his cute black specs hehe

me and my little pig pig

hello everyone who is seeing me for the first time:)

June Volunteer days

derrick!

he is even shy to take photos with me hehe

July Temple & Mum

no 1 good luck charm for her

me and my mum :)

i love u!

July - my 24th Birthday ^-^

my birthday cake surprise!

At french stall

my yummy duck breast meal :)

pig pig and bloody cow meat hehe..

he and little pig pig

i love to tickle him hehe

he and his new boxer outfit. so cute hehe..

time to stuff pig pig with more cotton..

my rabbit teeth.. hehe hate it!

his arm looked like he is gg to kill someone with one punch...haha

stop acting like jay chou pls!

July - Castle & cycling dream

our blue blue sky and sea...

hehehe hahahah

don't talk when u r on camera haha...

me and my ugly teeth!

the power of wind and sun at east coast

i know u have great teeth ha!

thank you my dear dear and I love you!

my birthday wish is just one simple one.

I hope it will come true.

thanks for everyone well wishes.

stay happy and healthy! :)

2009-03-15T18:56:00.006+08:00

Some random photos to speak of my life in the past 3 months.. :)

Chinese New Year

If you rem, yes, say hello to my grown up niece Qiqi & her brother Teng Teng..

she was telling me abt how she enjoyed her school while her bro sat on my lap giggling hehe..

my daddy tried to pick a conversation with one of them but teng teng nearly burst into tears wahaha..

my dad is just a petty man refused to pose together haha..

Met up with pig pig and it's time to take some photos since nothing to do le haha

mind our camera whoring hehe.. he was saying he dun look good enuff on photos.. hhaa..

so we end up trying this pose umpteen times to catch a moment that both of us look good haha.

that's how bored we are during CNY haha

Trying out mine new clothes..

us without any dressing up. I like the way we are and his black specs... hehe

pig pig birthday!

my beautiful handwriting

pig pig n his bride hehe..

happy birthday to my friens born in this month and the coming month. :)

2009?!?

2009-01-04T20:45:00.003+08:00

2009 is here.. hehe guilepig is slow. plain slow.

she is still in the holiday mood.

2008 passes in a wink again.

2008 is a yr full of happiness, tears and uncertainty.

no new hope for 2009 at this moment. no hope no disappointment.

maybe just one - lead a simple and carefree life with e ones i love.. away from troubles, worries & stress.

realise i always go with the flow since young. maybe no plan is a good plan. i love my childhood.

it only has one simple aim in life - eat my heart out and exams to finish soon.

no expectations no disappointment. pple think i don't think much. well, cos i want to be as happy as i can.

for any moment of happiness i experienced in 2008, i thank my pig pig, my family especially my mum, my friends & myself for contributing to it.

another new hope in 2009 - the economy to stabilise and stop hurting pple. I scorn the irresponsible bankers that lead us to this. families may be broken becos of this.

pple spend wisely but still spend. if we don't, we will contributing to what Mr GCT says in his speech - paradox of consumer behavior. a man of wisdom.

I don't want to be responsible for worsening the situation. So I bought a new phone, new bed and christmas presents, cards and planning to buy new clothes worth abt $300..

talking abt GCT. a foreigner once say he knows singapore because of GCT. his height is also commendable among other pm in other countries.

let's get a bit lighter. I just watch Ip Man. i went in with no expectations and maybe becos of that I was delighted. pig pig told me Ip Man got second part. i am actually looking forward to it- the second part. i wanted to watch ponyo ponyo wo sa little nanoko.. so cute! hehe..

folks, take care. i am gg batam with my friens soon. hear from your soon! :)

She left..

2008-10-28T20:20:00.003+08:00

My best frien at work left...

I felt happy and sad for this..

Today is the first day without her..

I felt weird..

She left for a better future..

at the same time, she left all her misery behind...

she also left me behind too...

We cried and hugged each other last Thurs..

I sobbed on the bus home last Fri...

Cannot control... My heart was in pain when I saw her packing..

Perhaps I was too emotionally involved in everything...

Low EQ - everyone tells me that..

But who cares... this is me...

I wish her all the best! :)

Maybe it's sad to not see her around everyday but we transformed to be friens forever..

I miss you va va boom :)

Hope someday our paths will cross again..

Nothing is more valuable then meeting someone who truly cares for you in this cold world..

She is the second best thing that happen to me when I started working..

I love you xf! Take care and I will pray for you.

Thanks for everything..

Well. life still goes on but she stays in my heart forever.. *-*

1st day of GuiLePig 23rd year

2008-07-10T12:10:00.018+08:00

My bro posted a " Happy birthday!" at my friendster..

That miser haha.. didn't want to waste his international sms and call.. hehe..

Thanks didi! Told u nus deadlines are dead.. haha rules are bent to be broken hehe.. :)

Let the photos recount my 1st day in the 23rd year of my life..

The morn surprise from pig pig!- my fav flower - sunflower *-*
neva expected it from a stone haha..

Rem i told u guys I taught my mum how to use the camera..

She just didn't know how to use ZOOM function~

so it ended up like this.. big face haha..

and she couldn't stop laughing non stop haha..

however, my mum beg to differ..
she started to say that he is siao haha..

& complained that it was only one stalk..
What a demanding lady.. I pity my dad hahha.. Ops!
For once, I see neat handwriting haha..

The deliveryman woke me up. a bit pissed haha..

at Tao's - yes, if u rem my 21st birthday was also here. and my wonderful singing memories also there heh :)

Nice~~ Gratin with toast.. Nice~~

Camera- whoring- *Serious look*

Camera- whoring- *Not so serious look*

The Tao's staff started to take turns to take photos of us..

haha.. One even claimed to be a "certified" photographer wahaha@

this ever- hungry Big Monster Pig

Let me introduce a pig that practically gobbles his food..

without enjoying the goodness of food haha..

Unlike the refined and cultured me who goes slow on good food hehe..

Look! I am still tearing my bread to bit pieces when..

this Pig finished his food le~

.. and started gobbling my share..hehe
this prisoner is waiting for his next dish...

forgive him..he hasnt been eating for the past month..hehe..

stop acting InNocent!!! hahaha

Look at the big Mess this pig has created~~

Thinking if his mouth has many holes.. haha...

nice mushrooms~~

Pig's cream of mushroom..

keeps grumbling that I chose the best dishes away and

left him with the Not-So- Nice dishes..

Well, it ended up that he took majority of my share haha.. this big fat pig! -_-

Camera- whoring time ~~

My second surprise - my first build a bear ~~

such nice packaging *-*

didn't really trust his taste haha in dressing up a cute bear..haha

my first reaction was - " why issit it a girl?!?" haha

girls' dressing cuter ma..haha

he almost faintz -_- wahaha..

reali what.. so he started explaining e significance of it being a boy..

The birth of Little PiG PiG~~

he said that it is to be used as "substitute"

when he is not around~~ *ah hem*

but I was thinking that smth is very wrong haha..

how can? i was looking left, right, up, down.. but the bear don't even look like him.......

it is so much cuter and more handsome than him~

he almost fainted again haha..

hehe.. then he started tellin me abt his other plans like

singing a song at KTV for me.. but ah hem haha.. i think better not haha*-*

it will neva reach my standards haha~~

but wasted .. it is a good idea..wahaha ~

One happy family - Take 1 -

A happier family - Take 2 -

Thanks PiG PiG for everything *-*

& thanks to all who have wished me! :)

Take care friens! :)

Staying at home

2008-07-09T12:40:00.005+08:00

Today I took leave on this special day of mine :)

I wanted to make it My DaY!

I don't want to work!

I don't want to pick up calls from pple!

I don't want to see certain pple!

I don't want to smile at them and have a poker face!

I JuSt WaNt to be mE myself - the TrUe BluE GuiLePig that everyone knew me from the beGinnIng. *-*

Lots of Work waIting for me.. I thouT I am doing Others a disfavor by gg on Leave..

but I deciDed to be selfish this time and ThinK foR myselF today. heh :)

It was a Right Decision. LuckilY I did take leave.

I can't believe that some PpLe can actUally spend thEiR birThday at Work haha.. too bad Not for me.

It was a RIght one. CerTain things We all take For Granted..

mAny asked me any Plans for today?!? I said No.. haha..

I just spent the whole morn doing all these..

- sleep late till 10am -->
--> mum cooked pao mee for me to eat-->i still feel hungry so I ate honey stars with milk
--> i was delighted by pig pig's Surprise in the morn
---> i mopped the whole house for my mum --> i on my hi-fi with Alicia Keys songs on full blast..
singing along happily for my whole neighbourhood to enjoy the long awaited GuiLePig's charming voice hahha *dun puke*
--> pick some lucky numbers for my mum for her 4D later ( cos today is wed)
--> i called up nus and dbs to settle my bro's loan and messaged him
--> i took photos with my mum and my SurPrise
--> I taught her how to use the camera and she was so amused haha..
--> i recieved all the well wishes from pple and started replying hehe..

My mum suddenly said " ah ping, it is very long since I see you so happy and relaxed!"
Ya, i realised too. I love being at home, doing simple things for my loved ones..

Conclusion is hahah..
1. Staying at home is Good & the one for me!!! I can get to sing, go mad, spend time with my family, doing thins for them..
2. maybe i should be a HouSeWife or owe a fAmiLy business or sing for fun - cos Love for smth motivates to work not just Money.. Come on how can the motivation to work be only money? How long will it last? look at me, it wun last! anyway I am not earning much either haha for my qualifications..
3. It is great to be at ease with urself and be UrSelf. it is very impt! :)

And lastly thanks to my parents who brought me to this world and let me see this wonderful colourful world with some ugliness and gave me happiness, joy, peace , sadness and anger.

I am like this. Emotional. SoMeone with IQ no EQ at all. totally no. This is me too Bad. hhaaa..

Take care my dear friens. Love you guys *-*

JuLy is Here!

2008-07-06T17:08:00.005+08:00

Pss! July is finally here ~~ :) *-* ^-^ :P

And this will mean that....
1. We are into the second half of the YeAR 2008!!!! heh *-* All the nice hols are coming.. Let me recount it for u - National Day, Deepavali, Hari Raya Puasa, Hari Raya Haji, Christmas Day, New Year Day hehehe.. And these hols are more meaningful for me than those in the first half of the yr. :)

2. All my leave (majority) of them are coming soon. Hols + Leave + Some MCs here and there wahaha= Less working days. Away from some of the S**T work & pple that will spoil my mood hehe. STOP eroding my belief in the goodness of pple hehe. Effectively, I think I will only get to work 5 months or less and get paid! Wor~~ For this, I find utmost joy hahahaha..

3. All the special & happy events in my life that I am anticipating for are coming.. My birthday cel with all my dear ones, my trip with pig pig, caroling with choir, Christmas cel with my dear ones.. So happy. It may happen every yr but such things we can't take for granted. Who knows that maybe i am not around, my dear ones are not around when all these happen~

4. The raining season ( hopefully) will come and makes me so cosy at home to ZZzzzzz like a big fat pig hehe..

Also for this last part of the yr, things are undergoing some changes for my Happy family..

My bro is gg to Uni and starting a new chapter in his life. All the best didi! I will be there for u. Enjoy ur taiwan trip!

My sis is gg to get Married next yr and starting another chapter in her life with Don Don. So happy happy happy for her~~ know that there are lots of planning for you to do. Dun worry still got ur little clumsy sister here to help u ( hopefully) hehe.. pig pig also volunteer to be the best man ( only if Don dun mind wahaha) Jiejie jiejie, I planning to sing a song for you on the day.
Trying to get pig pig to repick his guitar for this n he says he wanna sing OMG hahah~~ . I was thinking "huh.. better not hahah" hope he dun see this and kill me hehe... This will be my present for you muacks! :) Hopefully I dun cry on that day.. :( se bu de ni ah~~

After all these, GuiLePig hope that we will still be ONE big Happy Family with Don & pig pig joining us. *-* hopefully jiejie let me play with her first baby hhaha.. She always say I clumsy one. I can be very motherly ah hem.. hheeheee

Time to showcase the little joy and happiness GuiLepig had for the past month~~
My SurPrise birthday dinner with little darlin at Indulgz~

Darling's Garlic Chicken Yummy ~

My Fav Ribeye Steak - Medium done nice~~

but a bit small portion for a hungry pig hhaha..

The nice setting at the restaurant - so crowded~

we waited for an hour and half for our food OMG rite? hehe

me and little darling *-* thanks for this gal :)

SurpRise birthday cake!

She has even hidden a message in the cake for me.

So touched! :) lucky I din choked on it darling haha..

My PL bbq with my PL clinque

Thanks to YL, M & HJ that didn't mind the mess!

the 2008 PL clinque :)

Thanks for all the presents girlies! :) Love them *-*
Take care folks!

The journey of my voice

2008-06-01T13:36:00.007+08:00

guiLepig has been busy for the past few weeks..

finally got the chance to browse pple's blogs

& saw some posts that reali inspired today's entry..

in a wink, I have spent close to 23 yrs in this world..

in recounting the many experiences I had in life...

couldn't help but recount the happiest time was still the days I had in my schoolin times..

my PL darlings, my PL choir seniors - specially to Peiling, Yunwei, Adeline, Shuwei, my PL choir days, my chapel & worship sessions, The Great I am musical, my fat days - oh I love my canteen's food wahaha the nasi bryani yummy!hehe..

my days with AJC choir, my trip to prague, trial by jury musical, my choir seniors - specially to Cailing, Flora, Yanting, my diet days hehe

my uni days, my uni friens, FYP sucks! hehe, tennis days, my singing school friens - specially to my beloved teacher, YuXuan, edwin my mentor, joyce my first classmate, peiling, kim, my alumni choir days since AJ 50th anniversary, alumni friens specially jiji..

lookin back at my life, nothing is more memorable than purely singing and eating haha..

I have singing professionally ( I hope) for at least 10 yrs, and unprofessionally for 23 yrs since I was born... in the bathroom, in ktv hehe..

I used to think singing is smth so happy and carefree and effortless for me.. however, the past year, it suddenly daunt on me that I began to take my voice for granted. I began to feel that singing no longer can be effortless, as carefree and as happy as before.. I have pressure to perform, pressure to maintain my standards, pressure to be disciplined, pressure to attend practices/ classes; in midst of juggling between my work and private life.. I feel so lousy for not performin well & not reaching the high notes I used to reach.. perhaps I have expectations for my voice..

I began to dread gg ktv with my uni friens & colleagues... I began to fear gg for practices & classes on Sat.. I began to feel so tired to go for practices..

Sorry PY & YX for always being late for practices and classes.

I used to think - Am I too greedy for juggling with both pop & choral? pple around me - YZ, ET once tells me it is either choral or pop. my teacher tells me not to sing choral without proper trainin as it will strain your voice eventually. I chose to dis-believe all these as I love
both and chose to hold on. & today I can proudly say that I did not make the wrong decision..

My voice was a given gift from Buddha.. It was a blessing for me.

It was through this gift I got to know special pple in my life. pple I love, pple I treasure, pple I appreciate and grew up with. It was through this gift that I unraveled the little journeys & miracles in my life - like performin concerts. musicals for public at VCH & esplanade, performin solo at Tao's & for showcases, recordin demos for new composers, gg to prague & camps & carolings, joining the big aj alumni family.. It was smth I can proudly tell others & to my kids in future - see, Mama so li hai hahaha..

This year, two highlights have further touched me and regained my passion for singin - VoYage at Esplanade & FM showcase 3rd composing class

They were 2 sucessful events in my view - cos everyone in it enjoyed themselves and feel strongly for it. nevertheless nothing is perfect. The happy thing is it was better than I expected -
for choir, we received favourable feedback from audience & nelson, for showcase, the audience came to me sayin I sang well and she wanted to cry... Though I was all the way staring at my lyrics paper ( cos I could not memorise haha)

Singing - something I will not give up in my life. But I think I must learn to treasure this gift more and treat it with due care and respect which I never did in the past. hehe..

Some photos to recount the journey..

spot me! I always think I am tall enough haha as a girl..

May the girls of choir unite! Sounds familiar rite? he *-*

jiemin looks like a flower among the grass patch hehe

1, 2, 5 why jump number, JM?

Steamboat at nad's house.. jiji u r being missed!

I keep thinkin why I looked cross eyed here.

Then I rem is ryan's stupid self- taken camera haha.

jokin..

Soporanos! reach high high into the sky! he ^-^

friens, treasure the things that you like and have all these while.

it is often that the little dreams will bring you far far in life...

wanna watch narnia & kung fu panda! hehe..

p.s. dear dear, thanks for giving me the support during this hectic period. Love ya!one day, shall bring you to ktv and my concert to hear me sing hehe.. though I know u dun know how to appreciate hehe..ops! & stop sayin I never mention u to my friens, is blog a good channel haha..

Summer this yr!

2008-05-04T13:23:00.002+08:00

recently, it's freakin hotcha!!!
reminds me of my taiwan days with wl..
it feels like 40 degree celsius..
just feel like escaping to some colder countries.. ah~~
oh dear sun pls stop shining away and working so hard...
we living beings are dying..
the plants and birds are dying..
it's human beings' retribution.. karma ah~~
i dun mind if the heat keeps the dogs and cats away though haha..
better stay indoors in the day...
orwise there will two roasted pigs on the streets for pple to eat..
time to be a night owl..
well, i am trained to do so hahaha.. sleepin at 2am all these while..
it's sweet summer this year...
bro's birthday 21 birthday is coming.. it's coming. it's coming...
hehehe... must play some prank on him..
place him over the bbq pit wahaha..
mine showcase coming.. it's coming.. it's coming..
excited yet a bit scared.. keepin my fingers cross *-*
take care my friens!
stay cool ladies and dudes wahaha! :P

i wanna watch ironman! :)

DJ GuiLePig

2008-04-27T15:50:00.006+08:00

I happened to chance upon some christian songs..
I could sing of your love forever
In Christ alone
Shout to the Lord
It reminded me of how I used to sing at the podium as a worship leader back at PL times..
at the chapel, as a choir..
gals, what do your think of ur Pl times..
Think these songs are reali nice and touching in their own..
Maybe I should go and buy the praise and worship album.. :)
enjoy!

One Republic.. think they make good music! :)
Enjoy! :)

Stop & Stare
This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shakin off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but hereI'm staring down myself,
counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel...
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal...
for the life I lead

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can u see what I see
They're tryin to come back, all my senses push
Un-tie the weight bags, I never thought I could...
Steady feet, don't fail me now
Gonna run till you can't walk
But something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down...
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, you don't need
What u need, what u need...
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Oh, do u see what I see..

GuiLePig's sPoRts daYs -

2008-04-20T10:43:00.004+08:00

There were ups & downs in my past week..
The good thing is that it ended up quite well :)
The more you want to be disillusioned and detached from something & someone,
The deeper you fall into it..
The more you believe in it..
Perhaps what I need is not to think too much..
& believe in myself and the pple that I trust in..
it was not that bottle of drink that cooled me down..
it was more of the thought behind it that suppressed my wrath..
ok enough of the downs.. let's go to the ups!

The world's local bank believes in work life balance..
Hence I got to enjoy a special 2 hrs off last week..
Suddenly I just got the urge to go cycling in east coast..
The last time I went down was last Nov when I took my core leave..
I miss the sea breeze..
I miss the beaches..
I miss the carefree tinge in the air..
I miss the days whereby I will cycle aimlessly from one end to another in my schooling days..
pig wanted to make amends by accompanying me there..
think cycling has always been a very much a "loner" sport..
guess I was right cos it was pretty funny to see pig struggling to talk to me while cycling..
falling into drains and bushes at least 3 times haha..
for the first time, half way through the journey, I was feeling pretty tired..
must be either I have grown old within the past few months..
or I had to spend more energy laughing and toking hahaha..
I always thought that the sports that I knew of were quite idiot proof..
cos I am not a sports- inclined person..
however, I realised that there is still couple of pple who cant cycle or play badminton..
pig was one of them who cant do the balancing act well hehe..so amusing...
we also went to explore the ski cable park that seem quite fun..
it's $32 per hour.. not too bad ya?
just that I got this phobia of swimming in a pool that I can see no bed..
we ate at east coast's "newton" "chomp chomp" alike hawker centre..
the food was mediocre.. disappointing to eat a plate of tasteless char kway tiao..
the thing is that I also met Yunwei there!!!
she din change much.. ops but becos I call for her name, she fell on her blades..
sorry senior! haha.. it's nice to see her again :)
The two hours off were def well spent! I enjoyed myself :)
but becos of this, the pig with a lion mouth wants a treat..
i decided to just cook a meal to feed pig's lion mouth!

On friday, it was my department's sports day!
so shagged after my cycling.. my bottom still hurts haha..
we had captain ball's, basketball, street soccer...
but i admit I only played captain ball for a while..haha
cos I will only negate my team's performance and cause them to suffer penalties haha..
somemore looking at the guys playing soccer so violently..
I think my legs will be bruised if I join in..
So none of the girls did dare to join the guys..

well, the past week was def the most sporty week for GuiLepig haha..
take care folks! :)

Photo Frenzy

2008-04-11T23:59:00.010+08:00

4 April 08 - Daddy's day!

Meet my cute dad hehe wahaha..
My Daddy's car got bumped into..
so he got to stay at home and play with my phone..
Well, he is contemplating to get the latest phone soon..

Met up with hb who...
- is an amazing production assistant now ( quitting soon)
- visited 13 countries in 2007
- rems the time I stood on her during christmas.. sorry!
- lost her phone in the cinema! Prob I brought her bad luck..
Ops!

7 April 08 - Hair Day!

My Before Look just before the start of the 5.5 hr haircut..

She insisted that I look better with shorter hair..
Is that true? I refused to budge cos this is my first long hair..
I will xin tong if cut so short...

As I went with a naked face..

She started commented that I needed eye cream and stuff to prevent aging..

Tells me to go and make over.. gosh another 5 hrs? No way man..

Think I am rich ah.. if pple sponsor maybe I will consider hhaa

The After look - Realised it did not change much..
It's just straighter, neater and a bit shorter.. hehe
It took me 5.5 hrs to get this similar look..
Faintz ah *-* tortured for a day like working lor..

11 April 08 - PL Day!

GuiLepig & Mandy
who works at Woodbridge now..
tells me tales abt men being sexually deprived & locked up away from the world
hahaha.. it makes me wonder y men will go crazy on this.
Well, I prob cant work in such places..I will freak out completely!

HuiJing & GuiLepig

A simple and innocent girl who is still studying..

works on FYP till 8 plus in school..

Well, folks.. FYP is just SHIT lor..

1. it does not help in ur career at all.. at least not for mine..

2. it burns up pple time

3. it is totally meaningless after a yr as the hypothesis is longer applicable to the real world..

GuiLepig & phuah darling! 2 lipings!

Also have the urge to scold or fight with her whenever I see her..

I love suaning her.. well, it is good to hear that her work is not too bad!
Keep on fighting on darling! Happy birthday!

Bao Bao & Guilepig

always been one of my longest and close frien since PL days
miss our bickering days hahha..

I think we have both matured to become woman hahaa:)

Rem not to wear old slippers out again ya?haha

Jiayou for ur exams and dun stay so late up in the night kk?

HaPpY BiRtHdAy!!!

I reali enjoyed myself.. Recounting abt the good "Recess" & lunch I had..

haha.. Well, PL does not reali look like a school now..

Time flies.. I am gg 23 soon as well..

So Old le.. -_-

Gg to watch Definitely maybe with Pig later..

Horton no more liao sad :(

My boss is back!

2008-04-07T01:25:00.008+08:00

My boss, yes if you rem, my nicee pregnant boss is back from her 3.5 months maternity leave!!

I am so glad that I was gleaming with eternal bliss in my office since April's Fool *-*

Those colleagues that caught me in that act commented:" J is back.. You must the happiest around for that to happen!"

I gave them the NEVER- BEEN- SO- SWEET SMILE ~_~

She sensed it and everyone else did...

I was on cloud nine due to a mixture of reasons below:

1. My area gets warmer with someone to absord the ever - cold air wahaha

2. My workload gets smaller(hopefully) as she will share most of work and not let others push me to a corner..

3. There is someone who empathises with me and let me see some light ahead..

4. She is there to protect from the clutches of evil pple who started to bully me when she is not around..

Well, I always think that my boss is really blessed :)

She must have done lots of good work in her past and present life ( well, it should be true from the way she treats me)

She is thinner than me..( after giving birth) Oh gosh I ought to reflect haha

She is prettier than me.. No.. she is more than pretty.. Gorgeous lady..
My guy colleagues have been telling me " LP, my goddess of beauty is back.. finally got someone to brighten my days "

She has a 24 hr good husband that dotes on her..

She has commerable wits and guts when she goes for meetings..

She is rich and she has a richer husband..

and many Countless good things abt her.. She is reali someone I look up to at work.

With her around, I think my life will be easier I hope.. unless she is no longer my boss.. CHOY!

Besides her angellic presence the past week, this week has also been a happy week..

I went to eat chilli crabs with gong gong they all..

and went to play $1,000plus Wii and sat on a $8,000 plus massage chair while gong gong plays mahjong with the rest..

Pig also brought me to GYM ( can u imagine? i never step in there for ages...) realise the booking counter became an office and mine stamina is reali bad now..

we also went Thomas to eat nicee food.. perhaps the bus journey was too long.. I was a bit hungry..

went to see Sinseh as well for Pig's hand.. Oh my, it was so painful to see Pig get beaten up for a small blood clot on pig trotter haha..

and the happiest thing is that I get to take leave tomorrow and go and savage my hair

wahaha! :)

Charlie Bartlett

2008-03-31T20:55:00.002+08:00

Well, someone did spare a thought for me..

By picking a comedy to us to watch over the weekend..

Well, I wasn't reali amused by the movie..

However, I was touched by the fact the person bothered to pick a light hearted movie after knowing I need to have a good laugh over smth silly hahaha..

Well, Charlie Bartlett was just another typical teen movie like the Confessions of a Teenage Drama queen..

A typical plot abt how an outcast teen strives to be popular and accepted by others by his very prominent abnormal ways in school..

Well, I was entertained at least... :)

At the eve of april's fool, wishing everyone Happy April's Fool Day!

Don't get fooled :)

5 days to recording.. 6 days to WG's birthday & 7 days to brand new hair!
~ Yippie~

Quote of the day - " Never assume things/ take things for granted! Who knows you have misunderstood things from the start :p"

Guilepig's Long Boring Hair

2008-03-28T14:40:00.004+08:00

Been meeting some old friens..
Their first reactions are usually:

Frien:"Ah Ping, ur hair is so long now.. shows how long we have not been meeting up"
Guilepig:"Ya, do I look better with short or long hair?"
Frien:" I think short hair suits your character.. you look more chirpy and bubbly last time"
GLP: "well, I think even if I cut my hair short.. I will never be as chirpy and bubbly as before.. so maybe long hair is better now..haha.."
Frien: " I thout that time you said it is impossible for you to have long hair.."
GLP: " I woke up 1 fine day and decided to keep my hair long.. Save money.. dun need to cut every three months..wahhaa"
Frien: " well, I almost could not recognise you now.."
GLP: " good, time to get to know a new GLP :P "

I think I almost have to explain my long hair everytime I meet my friens..most of friens are shocked/ amazed to see my hair grow to this length now.. Well, I think I did save a lot of money on cutting cos I have not been gg to hairstylist for close to 7-8 months..hahaha gosh.. cos i am just plain lazy and no time..

So I shall Neva say anything is impossible like me growing long hair.. And most importantly,time to cut my hair le maybe I should add some colours to my long boring hair:p

Finally, I have booked an appt to cut my hair in April :)
Friens, so do ur prefer GLP in short or long hair?

Maybe you will get to know another GLP in a few weeks' time.. wahaha *-*

My showcase performance coming up very soon.. going into the studio to record next week.. hope everything goes on fine..

ok that's all folks.. gg to change big pig's present at bugis..Take care folks!

I am simply addicted to this song! _

2008-03-21T19:30:00.005+08:00

Shall go and listen to more of her songs...
I like the scene of her painting herself as a freak in front of the mirror...
and the irony of her being out of place in the crowd of clowns..
I guess I am in the same situation as her..
Why force urself into an awkward situation?
Just be urself!
I need to be with pple who takes me the way I am *-*

Short week at work!

2008-03-15T22:28:00.002+08:00

next week OL guilepig has a short week *-*

Thanks to Good Friday!

I had a good time with wl today :)

well, last week I celebrated two birthdays..

I never knew that it was that hard to get a present..

hope sc will like it! :P

stop saying i not sincere anymore! hehe

today someone told me she sleeps at 3am almost everyday..

I am like gosh!

even OL guilepig do not sleep at that time..

I never did work that hard during my schooling years..

I reali wonder how is work life gonna be like for her..

Cos study is abt accounting for responsibilities u have towards ur personal grades

but work is abt accounting for responsibilities u have towards those that pay u for the job

and for that I think the latter is harder to manage than the first..

at least I am responsible for myself without impacting others.. :)

folks, dun tell me ur study till that late as well?

well, went for gong gong's birthday cel..

realise he wasn't very happy..

so I sang whatever songs he like..

hopefully he is happier though his loved one is not with him.. :)

the prank on sc was a good one!

luckily sc did not jump on me for doing this..

Happy birthday both! :)

I realise that I have many friens who is born in the month of mar..

That is why I am so broke now haha.. :)

but i dun mind being poor to bring joy to others *_*

Enjoy ur short week and hols, folks!

The weather is getting erractic these days..

Rainy season during Mar?!?

New Songs

2008-03-09T16:37:00.003+08:00

I love to update my songs in my playlist..

Ingrid Michaelson - The Way I am
- the song that appeared in Grey's Anatomy.. talented lady who has an unique background..
http://ingridmichaelson.imeem.com/

I need someone who takes the way I am.. :P

If you were falling, then I would catch you.
You need a light, I'd find a match.
Cuz I love the way you say good morning.
And you take me the way I am.
If you are chilly, here take my sweater.
Your head is aching, I'll make it better.

Cuz I love the way you call me baby.
And you take me the way I am.
I'd buy you Rogaine if you start losing all your hair.
Sew on patches to all you tear.
Cuz I love you more than I could ever promise.
And you take me the way I am.
You take me the way I am.
You take me the way I am.

Lu Xue Rui - those two that love me
The guy from the big singing show..
I like the arrangement of the song.. nicee

Mr Big - Live version of To be with you
- sweet song.. :)

Minnie Riperton - Loving you
- amazing range she has..
- the song that jacky wu uses to make fun of..
but this lady died of a age of 30

Zheng Ju - Yang Na wen
- a lady with a unique voice & a tough character

How to save a life - fray
It's just a very thin line between right and wrong.. we are not GOD..
You never knew what went wrong till something happen

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame

You begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a lifeHow to save a life
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life

Yang Cong - Yang Zhong wei
- the guy who make it big in the singing show
- this song is written by Ah xin from MAYday!! :)

Big Girls dun cry - Fergie
- ya, big girls like me should not cry haha..

Namie Amuro - Please smile again
-I like the spirit of the song :)
think she is very chio too..

Disappearing Act

2008-03-09T14:31:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone! Miss GuiLePig is back!

it is Mar 08! updates rite? 3 months fly..

well, I am just a typical Office lady who wakes up at 630am.

goes to work at 830am, picks up ridiculous calls, replies sarcastic emails, attends fiery meetings

puts on a fake smiles, eats packed lunches, works through the nite..

Nothing much to share leh.. so nothing to blog abt.. haha..

those who met me commented that I change le...

Is it for the good or for the worse?

they kept silent.. well, I guess it.. I became more crude & blunt..

well, corporate world trains me to be tough lady..

If i dun protect myself, I will get bullied for no reason.. take me for granted..

Pardon me if I happen to give you blunt replies and a grumpy face..

Well, you can't possibly see me smile at all times..

I am also tired mentally and physically..

Be rest assured that I am not sian or stressed or what..

I am just more stern and firm nowadays.. when I appear chirpy, pple dun treat me seriously..

I am serious.. they disregard my views, stands, opinions.. So having a stern face makes a difference..

so this look will be with me.. I can't just switch as and when haha..

Well. recently i got smth to be busy with ( besides work)

I am doing this recording for a new composer in my music school..

I am attending my singing lessons and maybe taking keyboard as well.. must plan my time..

I am worried for this.. My voice is detoriating due to my erratic lifestyle..

keeping my fingers cross and hope that the showcase on 13 April will not turn out bad..

I also hope that there are more Sop 1s haha.. my voice really cannot make it le.. cant reach le..

it is so stressful when everyone put their hope & trust all on me - my teacher, my boss, my friens, my colleagues, my parents..

will be borrowing a motivational book from "gong gong" to read.. maybe i will see things in a different light..

well, all is not bad for me.. I appreciate joy from the little things happening in my life..

1. Yx to ask me to take up the recording - at least she thinks that I can make it!I never thought I could..

2. j & gong gong who always treat as their mei in office and wanting to treat me after getting their bonuses.. and for sending me home after 10pm in office..

3. sc who has been very understanding, never fails to cheer me on and entertain me when I am down at work.. Sorry for keeping u waiting for hours for several occasions.. will buy you touhua kk? haha..

4. xf & gs who always bother to share cab with me home after work.. at least i am not alone in this battle

5. helping my bro in his coming 21 birthday party.. hehe.. will sabo him hahah..

take care folks! :)

It's 2008!!

2008-01-02T23:41:00.000+08:00

Well, the past few days of 2007 were well spent with my loved ones.

Ironically, this was the highlight of my life since I started working..

I was at ease with myself & them.. back to my old self seeing them..

Laughing madly, talking loudly, making merry with no qualms..

We had crazy ideas - cooking stuff like cakes, spagetti, salmon, etc..

Playing Roulette, mahjong, 终极密码，Truth or dare etc..

Realised that not all of us can be Yan Can Cook so Can you ha!

Ended up we had to call Mac's delivery diaoz rite? Hungry until can't wait for pple's cooking man..

& I ended up steaming my salmon which tastes better than baking them the previous time..

Thanks to W's advice haha but huh we threw half away hahas.. better but still taste weird!

Total mission failure!

I think I better get to know a chef next time.. or perhaps marry one..

Orwise my children will starve together with me or risk getting food poisoning haha..

Another lesson learnt that it is best to watch fireworks at home unless you are so free to go and
"ba" good seats/ positions..

Oh, angels brought me good news these past few days..

1. My boss delivered her first baby girl Nat on Fri morn 28th dec!
Went down with SC to visit her on Sat morn! Wow, I must really marry a rich man next time man.. Mount Avernia's room is damn spacious - got LCD screen watch MI3 , got tonic soup for lunch, got HI-FI set some more! Oh my! I was behaving like a child in that room gg - "wow!"
Reali a five star hotel haha.. I want to live in this kind of room next time.. No, I want one with PS3 or Wii set in it & jacuzzi haha!!. guess what friens, it's $2000 for 2 days..

2. My sis's birthday on 29 Dec! Happy birthday sis! Hope you like what I got for you! And get marry soon with D! I will be your bridesmaid!

3. My bro at home til 2 Jan. Don't know whether good news anot... haha.. eat, sleep, play non stop worse still snatch my TV, com.. argh!! haha.. But luckily he around to fix our com and tap hehe.. free labour.. well, I will have more of this when he is out next feb!! He can do housework with me liao ahhaha!! Keep on asking me: "Got good dvd for me to watch? Got good music for me to listen?" Okay, it's better to have him around perhaps it's been long since I spend time with him.. Well, economics major for someone who scores 4 /25 for his econs essay hahaha.. Smtimes I reali wonder ~~~

Okay, pictures speak a thousand words.. here they are..

I can quarrel with pple over the smallest thing..haha
Like what LW says I am stubborn..

I was shouting for food!!!
Yanting opening her eyes real big when pple commented

my eyes are bigger than hers haha.. I win you even when I dun haha.. I pity his neighbours & Loh Wei.. Sure kana blacklist one! haha

No more bbqs for you guy haha..

Think the yup seng no kick one.. My dad will be a perfect person to do it..

Well he does it on and on non-stop.. enuff to irritate everyone haha..

me n JM birthday gal!

jiji n me :p

KTV time!!!

It's been long since I last grinned ear to ear..

Can wait for me to finish my lollipop before singing not?

I want food!

Oh my.. look at my mouth & CW's expression..

Ops.. wahahas..

WG n LP n fav pose twist! :P

Spot me.. try hard.. very hard indeed...

Multi-tasking on sms-ing my phone n singing..

Impressed ya?

Pple say I look like her.. When I was in JC1, FMG wanted

to know me becos I look like her.. Gosh!! diaoz rite?

at home with my shrek.. cooking..

Fireworks at Hougang mall?
The George Y** thingy was damn funny..
pj next time must shake hands kk.. dun run away haha..

well, it's OT on the first working day of 2008.. I was away for 4 hours meeting & ended up hearing pple beating around the bush.... & worse still more work!!LOL..

Take care folks!!

DJ Guilepig on air :P

2007-12-26T19:39:00.000+08:00

Music does wonder! & I thank God/ Buddha or the supreme being that created musical notes for humans..

It's DJ time by 贵乐猪！

Let me intro the songs in my playing list:
1. 苏打绿 - 无与论比的美丽 > this is 清唱版 that is so nice.. 好的音乐dun need much 编曲。。I guess it's right to treasure the beauty around you..

2. Bubbly - Colbie Caillat > this song is simply amazing.. it depicts the warmth & happiness to be with the pple you love & those that love you :P

3. Kissing You - Desiree > I was touched by this song when I was in Sec 4. She is a super duper good singer.. She uses her soul to sing.. Everytime I hear this song, I will tear..
"Pride can stand a thousand trials
The strong will never fall
But watching stars without you
My soul cries"

4. 林俊杰-Hurray！> S pop 万岁！！ Pls support my frien contestant 9 Edwin!! :) He is my guitar mentor & the one who brought me to POP singing :) Pls also support Singapore POP :)
Not to mention that stupit programme cheat my feelings.. No 孙燕姿 make me take cab home after work!! MEdiacorp sucks!! 侵犯肖像版权！！ Put her photo on i weekly!!! cheat my feelings!!!

5.张惠妹-你是爱我的 > She reali accumulated lots of Karma in her past life to have this voice, this chance to perform for pple in Asia.. Sometimes.. Love is just too complicated to be understand by us.. So 是你的就是你的，不是你的又何必强求呢？
"为什么爱我又不断退后
你害怕的是什么
你想要的是什么
站在你背后我连呼吸都痛
我要相信你是爱我的
我要相信你是勇敢的
我烦时间是最残酷的
我怎么等
我要相信你是爱我的
不要当我每次唱情歌
眼里总有太多泪不停拉扯
我用一万个答案解释
我们的距离
到最后发现我全都猜错"

6. 梁静如-会呼吸的痛 > A painful song written by someone I adore! Talented guy!

7. Innocence - Avril Lavigne > I like the lyrics of this song.. The words are so real... Friens, stay as innocent as you can be!

"Waking up I see that everything is ok
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling
This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by
I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling! "

8. 周杰伦-彩虹 > I still prefer simple songs from Jay :)

"哪里有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有云都跑到我这里
有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
看不见你的笑
我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近
我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走
你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白"

Yesterday, I hurt someone very close to me..
I just wanna say "sorry!"...
Hope you understand.. Know it's my fault.. It's definitely my fault..

The only present I want from Santa this Christmas :P

2007-12-25T02:23:00.000+08:00

The happiest thing that happen this Christmas is the caroling I had for the past few days..

It is the only thing that makes me feel happy about this Christmas :)

I think those who know me well know I love to sing & will like sing forever as long as I can..

Recently my passion for it died.. Sadly, it was just left there hanging; neglected by me for the past few months...

I did not attend my music classes on wed nites..

I was perpetually late or missing for choir sessions..

I did not perform at Tao's anymore due to its fateful closure...

For a period of time, I lost the energy & passion I had for my life..

I was unhappy about my life..I did not want to face anyone in that cold hard place..

I dread gg there.. I question about my life.. Is that what I really want?

I find all ways & angles to emplify the misery in my life..

But it was the caroling sessions I had for the past few days make me realise..

Why harp on smth bad & not look at the beauty & the happiness I still have..

The joy in singing

The joy in meeting like-minded pple

The joy in having reunion/ gatherings with my friens

The joy in bringing joy to those in Northpt with our voices

The joy in laughing out loud & over silly jokes with pple

The joy in sharing bad times with pple

Well, hopefully this joy I gather for the past few days will last me for the yr to come..

My christmas wish for yrs to come is to...

To Get myself and everyone I love to be happy over the simplest things in life!

That's all, Santa! Hope I am not too greedy this yr hahaha..

Jiji, thanks for hearing me out all these while..

Know that I have been grumphy all these while..

Bear with me cos 我的心态开始老了。。。

Do tolerant 老人like me... And reali I kept pretty silent not becos I find ur

childish or what.. it's cos 老人累了。。。搭不上话了。。。

But I find joy & laughter just listening to u all :)

Thanks for the long talk we had tonite :)

Thanks Willy too for the presents & treats & accompany! :) I like it!

I am glad to have friens like you all :)

But pls allow me to say this.. I hate JET Li in that 投名状。。

He reminds me of how pple resort all means to climb the corporate ladder..

Even at the expense of others.. Who says there is no bad guy..

He is ultimately a BAD guy to me.. I name him as one!

And 金城武is reali a himbo haha.. but I admire his faithfulness...

The lady in that movie is reali a vase leh.. Still got the cheek to beg him not to

kill her.. Throw woman's face..

If it were me, I will say "Kill me ba!" hahaha

Good nite folks! Merry Christmas! Hohoho..

M.I.A

2007-11-12T12:45:00.000+08:00

Poof! Hey folks! :)

To be exact, I was M.I.A for 43 days or maybe more ha..

No special reason for that..

Maybe I don't have a life to blog about for that 43 days ha!

Maybe I wasn't exceptionally happy/ sad for this period of time..

Perhaps moving to a new place was tough..

Perhaps the new tasks were too much for me..more coming..

Perhaps the expectations on me were too high either..

Perhaps earning money isn't that simple afterall..

I don't even think of earning big bucks man..

Perhaps it's time tt I stay real & stop dreaming afterall..

Perhaps there's just this much tt I can handle in such a short time..

I hope tt Tao's not going to be renovated n I can sing there 4ever..

I hope tt my office didn't move..

I hope tt no one know that I am a first class honours..

my Daddy scolded me"ah ping, if you want to be a cab-driver, you might as well don't study so much.."

I totally disagree with this..having more knowledge does open up more doors for me but I do have to right to chose which path I wanna to take..

okay not forgetting tt I need to support u n mum n didi.. so wait till I have no obligations before I can chose freely..

I hope tt I have more than 24 hrs in a day!

Sorry friens, for not being able to meet up often :(

Sorry Yuxuan teacher, for being too busy for ur lessons..

Sorry choir & especially Peiying, for not being able to come down to learn carols..

Sorry J, for not living up to ur expectations...

Till the next entry.. Take care my friens!

Nothing beats knowing that all of ur & my family are safe & healthy! :)

It's the Galatical nite!

2007-09-23T17:05:00.000+08:00

Galatical..

What comes to ur mind?

Aliens? Milky way? Star Wars?

or Space kittens hahaha...

we decided to do make up at the not-so glam toilet...

nah nanny poo poo.. u cannot spot me.. hahha..

the gals are thout to be space kittens cos trying hard to fit into the theme haha..

but anyway, anything can exist in the galaxy ya?

Guess who has the boss look?

Wan keng n me!

me n Dracula Billy!

he was into this frenzy of changing his outlook as n when..

what's this hahha?!?

me n June!

me n Eric! He looks scary playing with my mask though haha@

the ODD...est pple on earth!

me and susan! she complains abt her face being too big..

hahhaha.. poor nicholas kana scolded by her hahaha...

so happily we took again with my face infront hahaha

Big face i okay haha..

then wan keng amazingly appear in the photo without us knowing.. hahah so eerie

anything can happen in the galaxy ha!

Another Big face Syndrome! Mr chen!!!

so more so chao ta... hahaha

So we took again.. ah this looks better! :) where is ur supposedly gothic look?

the 4 beauties n the beast~

Cool Cruz!!!lLooking good!!

Alas pple dun follow suit... I am also the guilty one..

He n Billy was simply feeling uncomfortable dressing up

with no one else doing it hahha@

Sometimes it is not better not to over dress haha

I always thout the another way round..

Overdress is better than under!

But look everyone is fighting to take photos with him..

erh hem.. I requested for him to put on the full suit! :0
Good one dude!

Look at the ultimate amazing *Guy*!!

He looks great and there's just smth abt him!

me n sam! when he drinks, he dun drive..

When he drives, he dun drink.. hahha@

Our outfits match so well surprising hahha@

John trying to be funny ya?.. spoil the whole pic Ops!

ah it's so much better without him haha@

haha a sexy yi lynn indeed! haha

let's be clowns tonite!!! I have taken a photo with chen long haha@

That's his name u know !

a very stupid space dance indeed..

nothing but keep swaying left and right haha@

That's all folks!! Sorry friens for not turning up this coming sat PL fair cos..

I got choir stuff to attend this sat..

Mandy, HAppy Birthday!! :)

Sorry to disappoint yuxuan for not attending Cheer chen's concert too this sat..

Take care folks! :)

Do you have a life?

2007-09-09T01:22:00.000+08:00

Ask urself this question:

"Do you have a life?"

If your answer to this is "YES!", i will be happy for u!

But it is often that..

We get too obsessed doing things without asking ourselves:

"why are we doing this for?"

For ourselves?

For our loved ones?

Or just to follow the norm?

Or maybe we also have no idea...

Today, I met and spoke to various pple..

Their studies, their work, their life...

Make me realize that we often get busy without knowing WHY?

It's time to re-think abt my life..

"Live my life out!"

Am I really doing that?

My friens, if I am neglecting you, pls forgive me.. ( my late sms, my tight schedule, the late birthday cels & etc..)

I am putting in my utmost effort to squeeze time for

Everything I want to do & enjoy doing

& for Everyone I treasure! *-*

I am also drained at times..

think it's time to replan my schedule to live my life out!

Take good care of urselves my friens!

Hope we are all happy with our life! ^-^

If not, DO Smth Abt it!!

If I can, so can u! (haha sounds if Yen can cook, so can you wahaha ops)

Nites!

Anyway enjoy the song that Jay wrote for Ah mei..

what nice lyrics..

张惠妹-如果你也听说
作曲:周杰伦填词:李焯雄

突然发现站了好久
不知道要往哪走
还不想回家的我
再多人陪只会更寂寞

许多话题关于我
就连我也有听过
我的快乐要被认可
委屈却没有人诉说
夜把心洋葱般剥落
拿掉防卫剩下什么
为什么脆弱时候想你更多

如果你也听说
有没有想过我
想普通交朋友
还是你依然会心疼我

好多好多的话想对你说
悬着一颗心没着落
要怎么附和舍不得
又无可奈何

如果你也听说
会不会相信我
对流言会附和
还是你知道我还是我
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多
懂我的人就你一个
想到你想起我
胸口依然温柔

kids! hols!

2007-09-05T20:07:00.000+08:00

I beginning to see "streams" of kids around at ps!

I miss school days!

Those were the days that I could:

1. Laugh loudly!

2. Daze Aimlessly!

3. Gossip/Talk Loudly!

4. Slack Lazily!

5. Dream Boundlessly!

6. SING joyfully!

I am so jealous of kids now...

But nowadays kids are rude.. they cut my queue for FOOD haha!

Luckily I received an angellic smile from one of them *-*

So I decided to forgive them.. :) wahaha@

Last of All, I wanna wish A very H.a.p.p.y birthday to

Grape aka celest! Cherry aka Yujie! Naggy Old woman aka MUM! Yingzhi too!

Oh may I announce that I am taking my core leave on the last week of NOV

- 26th -30th Nov!!

Come jio me out and let's go somewhere fun away from work, singapore and school!

I am looking forward to it!

Take care my friens! :)

we all want QuALitY !

2007-08-26T08:36:00.000+08:00

And it's GuiLepig's story telling time heheh...
On the 17th of August ( a day before choir concert), the HXBX bank held a major event titled..
Quality Fair!
Becos of this event, I had ot til 10-11 plus at office and my record was 1145pm =last train for NEL!
for 2-3 wks and even national day holiday, i had 3-4 hours of sleep everyday...
It was hard work on our side so I decided to enjoy the fruits of our labor on that day...
let the photos complete the story...
* smiling faces appear on the courtesy of protecting my bum n my 饭碗 wahaha*

17th of August mark a day of fun + chaos + tiredness!

Proud sia in front of my art work...
The 6 posters at the entrance were my babies...
I was the one who designed them within 2 weeks OMG rite?
I also dun know how i did it..
hehehe they were humongous (1mX 2.4m)
let's take a closer look at it man..

after this one-time event, they will be of little use..

心痛ah~~~ and i can't keep them cos $$ not i pay one :(

Maybe I should steal them hahaha@ Nevetheless....

Look!!! The CEO is looking at them.. hahha@

Look! the COO is talking abt them..

Look!! everyone was looking at them at the opening ceremony heheh:)

but small mishaps happen beforehand Ops!

"LIPING~~~!!! how come blah blah name not on the poster...

LIPING~~~!!!! how come the title of the person wrong..."

Oh man, my heart miss a beat everytime

someone calls me on the mike I have 心脏病 one leh..

but huh i reali 无辜 one leh the contents not i vet one...

I only designed the stuff.. so sad :(

i feel sad for being shouted at for nothing.. though i know they were all flustered

so u know what i did.. hahah i decided to defend myself by shouting back..

" what?!? I didn't vet the contents! 我是无辜的！！！"

she was shocked when I shouted this back ha! *-*

my department booth had a F1 race track for pple to play with..

so fun I was one of the game masters that day..

Eric was so brilliant to come up with this idea! impressed! ^-^
the final look of our booth after all our hard work!It was a F1 theme!

These posters also my 杰作！
Ops I also think i in the wrong job hahaha@

I was coerced to wear this outfit together with them..

AT first, they wanted me to pose as RAce Queen kkk?

cos i was the youngest and they thout...

I had experience wearing skimpy clothes as LG promoter..

wait long long.. very long indeed -_- wahaha

I nearly *fainted* no way man..
I will absent myself if they insisted.. 色男人！！！

Where is Eric?
The full F1 team with boss and "red" extra pple haha@
Cecilia is an ultra nice lady!!!
The two of them were telling me some lame jokes that

I couldnt stop laughing hahaha..

And the thing was gg to start.. they wanna 害me man whaha@

my friens who know me well know tt I laugh loudly and sound pretty uncouth...

then the COO came along and I was happily timing..

But after doing it repeatedly for 50 times..
I was exhausted..
Luckily William volunteered to explain for > than 50 times hahaha@

Our wonderful colleagues came! Wan keng! :) I cordinated our colours with my red cap ha!
More beautiful colleagues came *-*

Austine power, susan the great!

We were bored and decided to pose with the props..

I seriously think we look more like mechanics haha..

then sc came along to ka jiao us.. and i finally got a lollipop!

then william wanted to 左拥右抱。。。

he is so chao da... I look like a ghost beside him...

A Family photo of ODD before we unpack :(

This event lasted abt 12-14 hrs and

I was standing, running, laughing, talking, shouting..

I was bushed... the next day for choir.. I took coffee, ginseng to perk up..

energy level falling by each day.. 走下玻liao la!!!... hahah

End of GuiLepIG's story-telling time~~~

For the past week, I was quite suai man..

Look at my legs now..

my friens, these are the work of UGLY SIngaporeans!!

I was pushed forward while....

riding an escalator up during the peak morn time

luckily i did not fall down an escalator then...

I will need to claim DIsAbility or Death under my insurance liao:(

Luckily i started paying my premiums liao.. hahah@

orwise i wun see ur liao anymore *sobs*

so even though i was suai, I thank Buddha for my safety..

now, i had ugly bruises and scars on my legs.. sad:(

so painful if i move my legs vigorously.. :(

but this was compensated for a nite PIG-OUT with choir pple..

I had 1 piece of Roti John, 1 piece of ko-song, 1 piece of Cheese mushroom prata

1 piece of Mukan*** (chicken i dun know how to spell)

1 cup of Teh Tarik, 1/2 tissue prata, 1 cup of strawberry n lime sobet.. Sour**

My face crunches up everytime i took a spoon of it wahaha@

and I finally know how to pronounce "PRAta~~ and 鞋子and 血 !!!"

No wonder I always could not find them in my 汉神。。

cos my han yu pin yin wrong diaoz rite.. somemore i higher chinese one haha@

and in the afternoon we went to watch 陈智源's drama by hkhg..

I must say I was impressed by everyone..

the kids!!! props!!! 编剧，导演, sound n lighntings effect..

most importantly 陈智源 was good! din know he can act so well..

though the 妆 a bit the scary wahaha@

I was reminded of the times when i acted for my kindergarten's plays..

and mine sec school musical.. haha...

Moral of the story:

1. next time i will send my kids to courses like this..

I will be so so so proud of them...

2. next time can sabo 陈智源 to act for choir liao hahaha

It's often nice to stay with the kids cos they are just happy at heart :)

I din know I can actually laugh with the kids over the same 笑点。。。

Luckily i am also like them- childish haha...

Take care my friens! :)

photos! photos! Photos! from reunion

2007-08-20T10:10:00.000+08:00

the story goes way before 18th August...

look carefully... i was frowning while singing..
what a feat. i din know i can mutli-task so well hahaha@

seriously i dun know why we had to tilt our heads hahha..

in choir room - bored 2%

- energy 90%

i was gg to mediate ha!

after our 1st afternoon performance, i was happier...

I went gila running around..

now u know why i hate my teeth - they are ugly

and the aftermath of eat sit eat sit in office...

I developed a two month old stomach.. hahha@

but despite my two-month stomach,

i still refuse to place my cake down wahaha@

bored 20%

keep on taking.. i will tired one leh..

信不信我打你啊！hahaha@

then some very bo liao pple (joyce) catch cg teaching me how to play

不能说的秘密 ... she was indeed jealous man hahaha@

but she "amazingly" forgot there were third parties(1song n gp) around hahaha@

thanks Uncle CG)luckily he dun get to see this hahaha ^-^) for teaching me

but huh i think i forget liao haha..

but ur still dare to say him pian xin look below...

I have evidence wahahah@

look!!! still dare say me jiji hahahaha..... hehhehee....

ur having concert izzit haha@

bored 50% + energy 60%...

look poor me.. i dun know when to prepare to ya... cos they keep on taking..

hahahaha...

i look drunk here.. too much blusher liao.. just in case pple say i look like zombie ma..

told u i was tired from taking photos..

my eye was terribly hurt by all the flashing.. wahaha@

the emergence of choitar - choir n guitar!

Fish n Co dinner!

the end!

more photos coming up for my company event...

请尽情期待！

oH a magical nite!

2007-08-19T09:45:00.000+08:00

the magical day started with pple like us...

chinting n GuiLepig.. thankew for coming :)

the scandalous family wahaha!

1st try: he smiled too brightly ops haha@

2nd try: he look too beng hahaha@

moral of the story: just act cute like me to be safe hahha

Look like guan yin meh here hahaha@

feel like boxing him so crappy n diaoz...

then i think you look more like a drug addict here ha!

look at the bright sunflower n the pretty lilies in purple packaging!!!!

thanks everyone for the flowers! :) i rarely receive them wahaha@

yest i fell asleep with them beside my bed

n got a big fat scolding from my mum..

sorry joyce for hitting u with the wooden flower cos i reali thout it was a real flower haha

In a wink, the day had finally arrived...

It def takes months to make this magical performance come true...

I was bushed; i had a company event the day before...

but must muster all the little energy left in me to perform for my beloved friens... who willingly paid 10 bucks for setting like this wahaha@

Many thanks to all who came :)

and the flowers! :) they r nice and still smelling good :)

sorry to waste ur money... :(

I had finally released one load off my mind..

many loads still dangling in my tiny mind hahaha...

i think i must be mad yest..

crying and laughing at the same day wahaha@

ops! hope I din not scare anyone with my madness...

thanks to wl, bao, ji n joyce for hugging me :)

okay some photos..

and i promise more photos will come..

take care my friens meet up soon i promise *_*

my secret ha!

2007-08-15T07:24:00.000+08:00

surprisingly it didnt fall below my expectations..
It was simple, sweet, touching and most importantly sincere..
especially from someone I thout that was flamboyant..
maybe he wasnt what he is on screen..
everyone wants to return to their innocent, simple state where there is true love from pple around them..
I also hope I can regain all these soon..
Tell your my secret hahaha@
oh anthony wong acts and sounds like my daddy..
at least I had such an adorable daddy..
my daddy once said " 阿萍，不要不开心！跟我说谁欺负你，我会去打他。。。”
when he saw that i lost my smiles at home..
my family and I broke into laughter on his cab when we hear this..
we know what he says may not and will not come true but his naive thouts and acts make my heart smile *_*
everyone at home(those who are working) told me " is like this one... get used to me.."
practically i hate this kind of comforting.. ( they dun seem to give a hoot abt it..)
but this very sentence from him touches me when he drove me to choir :)
a simple sentence yet hard to hear from anyone around me..
原来他一直都关心我even when he reaches home late everyday like 2/3am..
daddy i love you!
though i know you cant and wun hit that person for sure wahaha@
but at least you make an effort to care for me!
even when I show you my unhappiness and temper,
you still gave me your most sincere concern and care in the most innocent and cute way!
love ya!
Luckily it is still not too late to treasure you!

out of point liao..
Secret is reali not bad..
how i wish i could play piano as well as them..
i also hope i can meet pple who will love me for who i am..
but reality often make this hard to happen..

take care my friens! :)

good will

2007-08-04T07:02:00.000+08:00

it is often when I do smth out of good will
that pple take me for granted..
so i was just wondering should i stop "spreading" my good will
to those who dun deserve it..
but at least i make pple realize i am not god kk?
can't expect me to make wonder out of all things..
it's time to stiffen up, GuiLepig!

busy! work! tired! no sleep!
i am getting more hugs from pple to calm my ever-so depressed mood after work.. juggling with pple n work is not easy..
think i need more than just that...
i need my doses of happiness from else where..
and today i heard this saying:
"you need wisdom to cut off the roots of troubles"
ah~ profound until i can't comprehend.. haha
so perhaps this wisdom is smth i should learn soon..
i am drowning ~ ~

take care my friens! :)

Poof!

2007-07-31T07:23:00.001+08:00

Poof!

I certainly believe there are ups and downs in one's life!

I certainly believe that our feelings will change..

I certainly believe that our moods will change...

enjoy the song! :) Love it!

当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
一辈子有多少的来不及
发现已经失去
最重要的东西
恍然大悟早已远去
为何总是在犯错之后
才肯相信错的是自己
他们说这就是人生
试著体会试著忍住眼泪
还是躲不开应该有的情绪
我不会奢求世界停止转动
我知道逃避一点都没有用
只是这段时间里尤其在夜里
还是会想起难忘的事情
我想我的思念是一种病
久久不能痊愈
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
汲汲营营
忘记身边的人需要爱和关心
藉口总是拉远了距离
不知不觉无声无息
我们总是在抱怨事与愿违
却不愿意回头看看自己
想想自己到底做了甚黱蠢事情
也许是上帝给我一个试炼
只是这伤口需要花点时间
只是会想念过去的一切
那些人事物会离我远去
而我们终究也会远离
变成回忆
oh 思念是一种病
oh 思念是一种病一种病
多久没有说我爱你
多久没有拥抱你所爱的人
当这个世界不在那黱美好
只有爱可以让他更好
我相信一切都来得及
别管那些纷纷扰扰
别让不开心的事停下了脚步
就怕你不说就怕你不做
别让遗憾继续一切都来得及

what a song..

It's oFFiCial.. it's ConFirmed!

2007-07-24T15:31:00.000+08:00

on the 24th of July 2007,

GuiLePig officially Graduated from a uni XXX

located at the a vEry sMelly(to be accurate, it smells of cocoa, smoke..)

dirTy(to be accurate, my pimples came from this place..)

n def a 鸟不生蛋的地方... ( why choose this place to lay eggs haha@)

luckily, the pple there made a difference for me to travel 1.5 hrs for 3 yrs!

so this is a tribute to all the friens i met in Uni for 3 yrs! O_0
so here it goes..

the TWO that brought Guilepig to this world *-*

hopefully i am a blessing to them..

it's not easy to control me at home wahaha@

the harry potter pple made me and parents n many

others bored for 1.5 hrs... ZzZ..

my cool parents couldn't stand it and left half-way for lunch!

1. Calister - a frien i knew from bus com class
she is damn eloquent n confident :)

2. Celest - member of fruities

someone with great ambitions for life :)

3. Sihui, lingwei n cheryl - my tennis kakis
they consoled and gave me strength when i was down in yr 2
thank you gals :) at least I woke up from the nightmare!

4. King Yaw- a frien who was cool n confident!

he def take time to warm up and talk to pple haha@

where is junxiang? haha@

me and my beloved parents :)

5. hon sing, bey an and unknown 1 haha@

6. sherwe - a true frien intro by florence

7. I saw her there! :) jiji the 4ever frien of mine :)

8. Yujie - a member of fruities
somone who is so pettie.. i look like a giant towering over her haha

9. Emily - a common lunch kaki of me & sc :)

10. meishan- my bestie frien known since yr 1

we've been through terrible times

& we amazingly survived!

i was so tempted to lick her pretty face haha@

u know i am up to no good..

so boring to take the same pose again and again..

11. jerene - a member of fruities

sorry gal, our individual photos are blurred argh!
someone with a sweet personality and smiles :)

12. hon sing n fyp mates

the bf i had when i was doing fyp..

i see him almost every week wahaha@

13. Lian Chiu - a true frien intro by Meishan!
someone who speaks the truth nothing but the truth..

i admire her guts!

14. Ying Ying- a true frien intro by meishan
someone with a sincere & generous spirit :0

15. Renita - a long-time sec school frien

someone too with a sincere heart!

16. Priscilla - a true frien known since yr 1

we never fail to keep in contact and we mean it!

17. Soo chin - a true frien intro by yujie

we never fail to update each other! :)

18. Sufen - the one that knows me!

we were playing hide and seek before

I could find her to take this photo hahha@..

luckily the balloons saved the day ha!

19. mei yan - my intern frien

someone who is cute and blur by nature

a reali kind soul :0

20. jus aka mr incredible - a true frien since yr 1

someone who never fail to make my heart smile :)

with his kind and gentleman gestures..

not to forget his crazy ideas n thouts ha!

wait!! dun u think he looks like mr incredible? wahaha

21. Gabriel - a frien intro by Jus

someone who believes in his belief! :)

22. Xinyi- a true frien known since yr 1

she n jus are the closest two that i Kept in contact for 3 yrs! :0

congrats gal! u r super to win the award!

there are many more that couldn't be found in the hectic situation..

like Jean, junxiang, wenli, junrong, qindi n many more..

without them, my memories in uni will be so memorable..

suddenly i miss sleeping in lecs..

i miss debating in tuts with my classmates..

but let's all move on happily after closing this chapter in life! :)

Take care my friens! 0_o

Just Wondering...

2007-07-15T20:11:00.000+08:00

so what does guilepig wonder during in her Very Little Free time hehe :P

1. how come good times pass so fast?

2. why are pple's lives filled with ups and downs?

3. why pple make empty promises so easily without thinking of hearts they are breaking each day...
those heartache stay with us for life..
eventually they never expected the impact of their irresponsible acts..
so next time, THINK before u make any promises...
if you think you can't carry it out, dun promise..
Promises are meant to be kept in the first place :)

4. how can someone claim to like someone when he dun even know who she is reali is as a PERSON? is like do you REALI know her?
you will be shocked how superficial a guy can get in these times...

5. how can a guy flirt openly with girls when everyone else (including the girls) know that he is married?
I seriously pity his wife.. but I think I pity those girls (that willingly flirt with him) more..
anyway, it's def their rights to do so :)
I am just a sadist observing them and getting myself out of this shit.. haha :)

6. how can someone change 180 degrees into someone so mean when she/ he dun get what he/ she wants from you?
Are we reali making use of each other in our world?
"Where is the love? where is the love?"
I glad at least I saw the true colour in someone..

7. How can someone not get the hint that I don't like him/her?
I always thout I am straight-forward enuff for everyone else to interpret mine emotions and thinkings..
yet some just dun get it.. is either they are blind or numb or I have not make it obvious enuff.. Perhaps Guilepig should be more Obvious haha@
sorry to those who feel that I could be more tolerant but thinking abt it, I am only Tolerant to those who are truly worth my patience :)

8. How can pple get into their supposedly "right" social clinques without giving a hoot abt the rest of society?
OMG and they are supposedly to be the leaders of my time..
I hope I will not be lead by these pple. i RAther be mine own leader of my life.
"How graceful a society gets?... is actually measured by how it treats the disadvantaged.."- I second to GCT's opinion at one of his rallies' speeches..
if you can't treat a human being like me and you right ? what right do you have to lead us?
I doubt the selection criteria of these pple.. a big question mark ?

9. How can someone force another to make a choice that couldn't be made in the first place?
too bad, choices still have to be made..
i also hope i can leave it as it is and a natural choice will be born out of the situation... i hope it does happen! :)

In fact, many things set me wondering and left me puzzled at times..
but sometimes some things are best left unsaid & unexplained..
it just complicates matters..
so come to think with it..
Knowledge comes with a responsibility or a price(in a negative conotation)...
knowing more can either save or spoil your day...
so i choose to know less of things that i dun want to know and
know more of the things that i want to know..
that is knowledge by choice ha!
but if any of ur happen to have an answer to my questions,
feel free to contact me haha@
I need a wise person to enlighten me!

That's all for guilepig's thoughts for the week..
Disclaimer: *please note that all situations, characters are 纯属虚构。如有雷同，纯属巧合*

take care my friens!
I'll see you if I see you then :)
dun wonder too much like me cos it makes one age faster wahaha@

i am 1 Happy girl in this world! 0_o

2007-07-09T01:03:00.000+08:00

I am happy!

I am grateful!

I count my blessings!

I thank my Buddha wahaha@

I am sooo fortunate!

that's why I am 1 happy girl in this big world! :)

let the photos do the talking :)

A big Surprise in choir thanks to jiji n whee geok! :)

i think py was more excited than me wahaha@

i make my first wishes n off goes the candle!:)

i was caught flipping my hair..

me n py look so demanding here haha@

the culprit was none other than CG!

ah- ha.. finally a nice one with my eyes open haha@

the singing warriors of 1985 :P

n tan en is back! :)

then i went for music class! :)

she is simply amazing in her own ways!

we were bored and decided to be bo liao..

continuing our bo liao ness in school havoc man...

n they decided to be bo liao like us ha!

then i met up with fruities!

n i still continue mine act cute stunts..

hey i seriously need to destress!

the fruities gave me a reali cool bag

that is of my not-so-gentle style haha@

n i drank smth that kept me far awake into the night haha...

thanks fruities ( not forgetting Cherry! thankew! *-*)

the unbreakable friendship we had for years..

let's sing.." i love Ichiban i love Ichiban i love Ichiban how abt u..

then mine play came along.. the story goes...

scene 1:
wenli refuse to bear the responsibility for my growing stomach :(
hmph! so angry.. 始乱终弃。。。

here comes along rainie aka bl who pities my plight..
finally got 良心one..

a kind soul like darling willing to bear the responsibility haha@
singing.. " I am so happy I am so glad that I found you..
And I wanna thank you and thank you means many~~~"

2007- The end of GuiLePig's pregnant play!
wanna see more shows ahead
please pray for mine second pregnancy wahaha..

a reali cute cushion for my office! :)
I am longer afraid of the cold! yeah! :)

and many niceee stuff.. thankew girlies! :)

please dun steal or rob for my sake..
seriously I am not worth the effort haha@
wahaha~~~

seriously please write love letters to me..

cos i love to read letters.. 0_O

they come straight from ur heart! :)

u see my costume neva change
= u know i reali gan gan gan ge tai leh...
haahahahahahahahahaahha~~~

i love my strawberry shortcake! :)
i decided to use mine hands to represent 2 + 2 indeed!

i practically drool when i see food! :)

my second round of feasting..
now u know why i never hit 40 kg plus..

this tastes so heavenly!!!
bread pudding - a simple dish name comes with great taste!

thanks for the watch girls! :)
a new one to add to my collection! :)
Show-off time wahaha@

wait!!!! if you think this is the end of GuiLepig's crazy weekend..
you are so wrong.. XXX

let's not forget she has a mad sister waiting for her at home! :)

i started to hug my new cushion...

mind my uncouth sitting position ha!

she tells me to pose in my so shu- nu look.. haha@

so i gave her mine 鬼马side again..

it is running in me.. haha@

i ended the day by posing with my oily face..

shall let me repeat this once more:

I AM A HAPPY GIRL!

A VERY HAPPY ONE INDEED!

THANKS TO ALL WHO MAKE THIS POSSIBLE!

REM ALL OF UR CONTRIBUTE TO MY HAPPINESS!

lastly A big THANK YOU to all who rem the day a girl called

Gui Le Pig was brought to this big big world! :)

如果我能每年这样开心地变老那我情愿变老。。^-^

some thoughts...

2007-07-04T22:03:00.000+08:00

why things smtimes get too complicated..

that we don't know where we are heading towards..

perhaps I should just follow my heart..

and stand by it and do whatever I feel is right..

perhaps at least doing the right things in my view..

perhaps we all need a more innocent environment..

and believe in the goodness of pple.. :)

thanks for all the recent care and concern..

I knew the time has arrived to act upon the things that are undone..

since ages ago..

may happiness, peace and love be with all of us for the years to come living as a person:)

till then always look at the positive side :)

A whole new world is awating for us to embark on!

friens, stay true to urself in any circumstances as

you are who you are

you feel what you feel

you speak what you think

you do what you want

so why not just be urself?

*-* till i see u folks soon!

1st month over at work..

2007-06-30T23:14:00.000+08:00

Dear friens,
Before you proceed on to read this entry please scroll your toolbar down on the side and...

Shall I present you the newest tool I found on the web.. wahaha@

Tada.. A personalized radio station.. it seems reali slow to stream the music onsite.. so it's up to ur to wait and get to enjoy this song haha@ :) p.s. please select Guilepig's new station :)

It's been four weeks since i started work..
I wanted to give myself a pad on my shoulder but I couldn't due to some..
human body constraints wahaha@

Well, I must say it's quite a feat for a slacking student like me to adapt to a new lifestyle.. reporting to work everyday and working through the hours..
wearing make-up, wearing heels, and most importantly to lower/ tone down my laughter and talking volume at work.. wahaha@ u know I am quite a noise hazard back at home and anywhere when I feel like it..

It's sad that I have to move down to the 2nd floor after getting used to my UAT area back on the 3rd. but I think it will be a new environment for me to interact with my other colleagues.. hopefully everything works and runs smoothly and all is well...

Oh I got mine first salary that has 4 digits in a month XXXX wahaha@ and I receive my first HSBC debit card... ohwoo.. It just makes me feel more like an ADULT haha to flash the card around.. but I still act and think like a kid gosh...smth must be done Guilepig!

and being a stingy OL doesn't help either.. after paying all my expenses and bills I am reduced once again to a poor fellow with 3 digits XXX.. wahaha@ hopefully the money grows expotentially in future.. hope so with my $5 per meal plan.. is time to be thrifty if I want to travel again this year end ooh...

my "big day" is drawing near.. no particular feeling.. just wanted to spend it with a few of my "intimate" friens.. :0 looking forward to that.. I only had 1 wish since young - me and my loved ones to be happy, safe, healthy and achieve peace in their hearts... but this year i wished for smth different. I wanna planet earth to be cured of the el nino effect.. the weather is killing me.. cold in the office and hot outside.. it's scorching hot these few days haha@

Nothing much this week.. my life is getting into this routine that is filled with little surprises, upsets and happiness! so thank Buddha! :)

There is still a long way to go from here.. I shall, you shall, we shall all wait and anticipate the unknown coming upon us ahead o_0

Take care my friends!

To Darling no1: Ka gong ji li and all the best! :)

My weekly recommendation: Gorillaz!!! Clint Eastwood! Love it! :P
They have more nice songs like Feel Good, Last living souls.. can get the cd from me! I bought it!

I ain't happy,
I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine, in a bag
I'm useless,but not for long
The future is coming on

I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine, in a bag
I'm useless, but not for long
The future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on

Yeah... Ha Ha!
Finally someone let me out of my cage
Now, time for me is nothing cos I'm counting no age!
Now I couldn't be there
Now you shouldn't be scared
I'm good at repairs
And I'm under each snare
Intangible
Bet you didn't think so I command you toPanoramic viewLook
I'll make it all manageable
Pick and choose
Sit and lose
All you different crews
Chicks and dudes
Who you think is really kickin' tunes?
Picture you gettin' down in a picture tube
Like you lit the fuse
You think it's fictional

Mystical?
Maybe
Spiritual
Hearable
What appears in you is a clearer view cos you're too crazy
Lifeless
To know the definition for what life is
Priceless
For you because I put you on the hype shit
You like it?
Gunsmokin' righteous with one token
Psychic among those
Possess you with one go

I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine, in a bag
I'm useless,but not for long
The future is coming on

I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine, in a bag
I'm useless, but not for long
The future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on

The essence the basics
Without it you make it
Allow me to make this
Childlike in nature
Rhythm
You have it or you don't that's a fallacy
I'm in them
Every sprouting tree
Every child apiece
Every cloud you see
You see with your eyes
I see destruction and demise
Corruption in disguise
From this fuckin' enterprise
Now I'm sucking to your lies
Through Russ, though not his muscles
but the percussion he provides with me as a guide
But y'all can see me now cos you don't see with your eye
You perceive with your mind
That's the inner
So I'm gonna stick around with Russ and be a mentor
Bust a few rhymes so mother fuckers
Remember where the thought is
I brought all this
So you can survive when law is lawless
Feelings, sensations that you thought were dead
No squealing, remember(that it's all in your head!!)

I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine, in a bag
I'm useless, but not for long
The future is coming on
I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine, in a bag
I'm useless, but not for long
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future....!!!

My 3rd week

2007-06-23T07:53:00.000+08:00

Before I am gg to step out of my house again and back in the late nite..

I can finally squeeze a bit of time to blog abt this week..

Time flies..i know i know this is such a common generic saying that has been repeated umpteen times...

but know what.. time only flies for me when I get to truly enjoy my life's pace...

though I knew my workload, choir, music school stuff will keep me busy til year end.. but I have never felt as satisifed before living as a person..

I knew the purpose for living and things that I am doing now...

Recently, some friens are making a commotion of me not choosing another paths after I graduate.. and they themselves are standing at their cross-ends' pondering which is their best choice and come to me for my so-called "advice"..

I just simply tell them.." I reali never think that much..."
smtimes we all need to go by ur gut feeling and intution...
Come to think of it.. most of the stuff I decided on (especially big ones) are done with minimum pondering on it..

let me recall/ reminsice my good old fond days

1. joining choir at sec- dragged to the audition by Huiboon;
joining choir at JC- dragged by Yanting( yunwei's sis)

2. picking PLMGSS as mine 1st choice despite offered by St Nich for SAP after.. ( I actually "mi-ni-ma-ni-mi-ni-mo" on my family's wall haha and kena scolded by my mum and she had to repaint the wall for that haha orwise I can show u my masterpiece..)

3. taking ART stream instead the so- "prestigous" science stream
- I was just thinking why take smthing I dun need haha@

4. Deciding to slim down from a 74kg girl to 53kg girl now..
- I just wake up one day, gg to ajc and decided I need to be slim and healthy and wear and buy whatever I like haha..
- my friens will say " what happen li Ping?" nothing ah.. I just ate less than 5 meals a day haha@

5. Dying my hair Golden, Red, and Brown and Black again..
- Why not? It makes mine short hair interesting and NO more JC RULES!!! ha! i rem those who saw me then was what happen too?

6. Rebonding my hair and keeping it long all of a sudden...
- No reason.. I just feel like it.. I seriously need a CHANGE haha..
- I once say I never had the patience to grow it.. but suddenly my patience grew haha..
- once again, they said you look weird in long hair.. haha@ weird good.. pple rem me haha@

7. Accepting HSBC
- I just picked up the call and accepted with wenli besides me.. ask wenli haha
- though many tell me pay low.. but at that point of time, I knew HSBC was the one..it's mine gut feeling again
- after that many offers came along but I knew I never regret my choice :)
- Money does bring happiness but not internal bliss from satisfaction..

8. Booking taiwan's trip
- I met wenli at my house and saw last day for Travel Fair
- so We WENT down immediately without thinking much..
- wenli even went back to get her passport haha@

9. Buying Lingzhi in Taiwan
- Reali NEver think much.. good for family just buy..
- though is freaking ex.. 600..
- wenli and me broke liao..

10. Choosing NTU BUS, AJC..
- I dun rem thinking much abt it..ha!

11. Joining Music school/ Alumni choir
- pple ask me join i just join cos I love to SING! ;)

12. Asking my sis to accept the guy and transfer school
- One fine day, I just told her just go by ur heart!
- if u think on smtime too much, ur heart simply shows ur will..
- and another fine day she told me : " ah ping, I accepted the guy and I got accepted by another school"
- in the end, She is happy and I rejoice for her! :)

and countless more.. it seems that pple are shocked why I didn't think much abt the consequences when I decide on smthing.. like my sis, HB,ZZ...

it is either my brain is just too small to work things out and my frequency is direct no U-turns.. perhaps I am too straight at my words and thinkings liao..

but come to think of it, these decisions did bring me a mixture of happiness and unhappiness.. but without these decisions, i think i will miss out a lot of things and pple-

1. Singing
2. Miss ong Hui boon
3. Miss han wenli
4. The PL clique- Miss cai peijuan, miss lee baoling, miss phuah liping
5. my choir friens - Jiji, huixian, tan en, yingzhi, joy, alex and many more..
6. my choir juniors- Whee geok, nadiah, chunwei, yuk lum, jiemin,chee guan.. and many more
6. my uni clique- mr incredible, the fruities, miss meishan. xinyi. sufen. jean.lian chui. ying ying and many more...
7. my beloved teachers- Cai lao shi, yuxuan, mrs helen chong & low, mr quek, mrs elizabeth chong
8. taiwan!
9. my fun-loving colleagues and bosses- SC,KP, joline, jenny, susan, ramesh, austine, clarence, wan keng, sharon, kamilah and many more..
10. performing LIVE!
11. my singing friens- edwin, joyce,peiling, kym, weiquan, xiuxian, huiting

I gain so much despite some " mishaps" here and there..
so the end of the day, I always end up telling everyone who asks me for opinions.. " just go by ur heart! and trust ur gut feeling!"
cos it works for me! and i believe i am rewarded for mine risk-taking(adverse) behaviors haha@@

sometimes u just need to trust ur heart!
like what i said to mine sis " if u think too much and long, it just shows how weak ur will to do a certain thing is.."

my principal>
" DECide > Go+DO! put in ur 100% after deciding ! > does the end matters? sometimes it's the process that makes the difference for me and all of ur out there..

this piece of thout and preaching was inspired by close to 3 hr sessions/phone calls after work by 3 pple who ask for mine advice.. i had a hard time telling them..
" i din weigh the so called "calculated" gains and loss REALI i swear by it!"
I just follow mine heart and i often end by asking them what ur heart reali wants and like then just go ahead..

cos smtimes u will not gain or suffer any without taking the first step..if not, everything else is calculated, you will suffer more when u slip painfully..

so GO ahead with a free- minded spirit.. let the Explorer be rewarded with much more than others.. :) afterall you are still young to experience any falls..

There will always be a brighter day that comes after all the pain and sufferings..

Friens, Explore and live ur live out! :)

Take care and have a great weekend! :)

It's time mine weekly recommendations..
when this song first came out ages ago.. I love the spirit in it!
it's so cute and defiant! :)

Grace Kelly - Mika

Do I attract you?
Do I repulse you with my queasy smile?
Am I too dirty?
Am I too flirty?
Do I like what you like?

I could be wholesome
I could be loathsome
I guess I'm a little bit shy
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me without making me try?
I try to be like Grace Kelly
But all her looks were too sad
So I try a little Freddie
I've gone identity mad!

I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you walk out the door!
How can I help it
How can I help it
How can I help what you think?
Hello my baby
Hello my baby
Putting my life on the brink
Why don't you like me
Why don't you like me
Why don't you like yourself?
Should I bend over?
Should I look older just to be put on the shelf?
I try to be like Grace Kelly
But all her looks were too sad
So I try a little Freddie
I've gone identity mad!

I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you walk out the door!

Say what you want to satisfy yourself
But you only want what everybody else
says you should want

I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you walk out the door!

My 2nd week

2007-06-18T21:28:00.000+08:00

I guess I'm getting used being an OL.. haha..

and a very stingy one indeed.. I am on budget..

though I am poor :( but I can say I am a happy fellow..

After all that's all that matters to me now...

Happiness.. how often do I feel happy? I often ask myself that..

it seems to diminish each year as I grow older....

friens, ask urself that and treasure what you have..

sometimes just look at what u have and not what u don't have..

I have plenty.. enuff for me to smile deep within my heart whenever i think abt

these small things that make mine day.. :)

Opps.. enuff of me talking nonsensical stuff..

Golden Melody Awards suck big time.. i am so gg to boycott it..

no wonder no one turns up for this event..

can u imagine someone who can't sing as well got the best singer award..

my heart missed a beat when it happened..

" How can this be?" even she herself can't believe it...

I think my music school is so gg to criticize the judges' tastes this year..

anyway everyone has its own perspective so i respect their choice

but guess what i certainly do not believe in their choices...

what has happen to the once so prestigious awards...

Perhaps you too has a big question mark "?" like me in my head...

Diaoz... -_-

Okay my second week over.. coping fine.. everyone has to learn it's just a matter

whether you bite your teeth and bear with it.. perhaps i have been through worst

times else where that nothing can compare to that..

I am fortunate indeed to meet these pple in my first LT job..

and this shall be one of mine most memorable experiences in my life..

Opps! Dumplings are here! need to stuff myself with that for my breakfast..

no matter how nice it is, it's crazy to eat it everyday..

so i cheated by taking cornflakes today haha@

and ya choir did entertain the kids..

special mention.. i love those kids who help me take us take photos...

they were smiling at me when I was singing..

those innocence was once seen in everyone including me..

Take care folks for the week ahead.. :)

think of the happy things and forget what that hurts you... :P

My 1st week

2007-06-08T20:24:00.000+08:00

here it goes..

My first week at work ended :)

it was an impt day so i decided to take down a bo liao photo at the ladies for my first day haha@

many thanks to those who sms me on my first day! :)
truly it makes me feel so much better!
WL, PJ, LP dar, XJ, MS, YJ, Jus, and many more... thanks so much!

and ta da mine official staff pass :) of cos with details blocked off he!:)

realize there was no lavin thingy cos i could not figure out a right spelling for mine so-inspired name haha :(

I am happy with the culture, job scope(interesting indeed) and my department so far *_*

but i am getting minimal workload in my first week.. awaiting for second week to come :)

and ya, i am grateful to meet one friendly colleague from NTU too :)

thanks for making mine first week nice and sweet SC! :) though i know u wun get to see this haha@ ur presence makes a difference man! :)

Suddenly, I feel so different deep down in my heart...

my views, attitude, mentality on life and issues are starting to change all of a sudden

At home, I am more occasionally short- tempered but at the same time..

i am more caring towards mine parents and siblings (suddenly realize i have less time for them 5days 8-8pm i am away)

oh, ya, mine beloved sister got attached le :) she is more chirpy nowadays.. :)

At work, I dare to make more first moves to ask qns and know pple around me :)

realize we just have to make the first move orwise everything stays stagnant

I am reali grateful with what I have all these while :)

I think I must have done a lot of good things in my past life *-*

so i shall continue to do so in my current life.. this karma thingy i truly believe..

Everything happens for a reason..

Oh, at work, i get more hungry at times munching on chewing gums, chips and biscuits haha@

My eyes are dying from staring at the computer screen :(

but i would say i love mine job's scope cos it is reali interesting and challenging to me :) luckily it was not as bad as it seems to be so far.. but next week i not sure liao haha@ keep my fingers cross X hehe :)

and the worst thing abt work is that my voice is getting worse each day..

very dry and reali bad.. worried abt not reaching high notes.. terrified as i can't imagine myself without a voice to sing.. as i have been singing since i knew what is music all abt.. hopefully it just a trial period for my voice to adjust :)

oh read smth interesting on the web...

here it is...

10 Ways to Outwit Your AppetitePosted Mon, Jun 04, 2007, 8:28 pm PDT
You don't have to be smarter than a quiz show fifth-grader to learn how to control the urge to eat. Just follow these ingenious tips:

1. Feed it protein for breakfast. You'll be less hungry later on and end up eating 267 fewer calories during the day. At least that's what happened on days when St. Louis University researchers gave overweight women two scrambled eggs and two slices of jelly-topped toast for breakfast rather than about half that protein.

2. Make it climb a flight of stairs. At home, store the foods that tempt you most way out of reach. For instance, Cornell University food psychologist Brian Wansink, PhD, keeps his favorite soda in a basement fridge. "Half the time I'm too lazy to run down there to get it, so I drink the water in the kitchen."

3. Sleep on it. People who don't get their eight hours of zzz's experience hormonal fluctuations that increase appetite, report researchers.

4. Give it something else to think about. When scientists scanned the brains of people eating different foods, they found that the brain reacts to fat in the mouth in much the same way that the nose responds to a pleasant aroma. So if you feel a craving coming on, apply your favorite scent.

5. Never let it see a heaping plate. The more food that's in front of you, the more you'll eat. So at a restaurant, ask your waiter to pack up half of your meal before serving it to you, then eat the extras for lunch the next day.

6. Put it under the lights. You consume fewer calories at a well-lit restaurant table than you do dining in a dark corner. "In the light, you're more self-conscious and worry that other patrons are watching what you eat," explains Wansink.

7. Talk it down. Entertaining friends with a great story doesn't give you much time to eat up, so you'll probably still have food on your plate when they're done. Once they're finished, call it quits too.

8. Offer it a seat. If you sit down to snack -- and use utensils and a plate -- you'll eat fewer calories at subsequent meals.

9. Satisfy it with soup. Start lunch with about 130 calories worth of vegetable soup and you'll eat 20 percent fewer calories during lunch overall, say Penn State experts.

10. Give it little choice. Packages that contain assorted varieties of cookies, candy, dips, cheese, etc., make you want to try all the flavors. The effect is so powerful, says Wansink, that when people are given 10 colors of M&Ms to munch on, not seven, they eat 30 percent more!

Oh, and one more thing: Feeding your appetite a diverse diet that is low in calories and high in nutrients can make your RealAge as much as four years younger. Sweet.

let's hope this shit works on me haha@ OLs are prone to have big stomach.. eat sit eat haha@

take care my friens and cya real soon!

LP :)

this song keeps lingering in my mind.. just nice..

and i love the meaning behind it and his voice o_O

Chasing cars

We'll do it all

Everything

On our own

We don't need

Anything

Or anyone

If I lay here

If I just lay here

Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know

How to say

How I feel

Those three words

Are said too much

They're not enough

If I lay here

If I just lay here

Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told

Before we get too old

Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time

Chasing cars

Around our heads

I need your grace

To remind me

To find my own

If I lay here

If I just lay here

Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told

Before we get too old

Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am

All that I ever was

Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where

Confused about how as well

Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here

If I just lay here

Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I was just thinking if I reali could keep this same spirit in this song in my life..

i miss my carefree days back at home :)i could sense the peace within.. hopefully i get to have this mood at times in future.. :)

perhaps it was impossible to do it afterall with so many things to care abt in life..

perhaps let's be optimistic and maybe one day i will get there :)

til i find time to blog again :)

let's talk about my life...

2010 Thoughts - I Am Legend

pictures speak louder than words

2009?!?

She left..

1st day of GuiLePig 23rd year

Staying at home

JuLy is Here!

The journey of my voice

Summer this yr!

DJ GuiLePig

GuiLePig's sPoRts daYs *-*

Photo Frenzy

My boss is back!

Charlie Bartlett

Guilepig's Long Boring Hair

I am simply addicted to this song! *_*

Short week at work!

New Songs

Disappearing Act

It's 2008!!

DJ Guilepig on air :P

The only present I want from Santa this Christmas :P

M.I.A

It's the Galatical nite!

Do you have a life?

kids! hols!

we all want QuALitY !

photos! photos! Photos! from reunion

oH a magical nite!

my secret ha!

good will

Poof!

It's oFFiCial.. it's ConFirmed!

Just Wondering...

i am 1 Happy girl in this world! 0_o

some thoughts...

1st month over at work..

My 3rd week

My 2nd week

My 1st week

GuiLePig's sPoRts daYs -

I am simply addicted to this song! _