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Sunday, March 09, 2008

Disappearing Act

Hello everyone! Miss GuiLePig is back!

it is Mar 08! updates rite? 3 months fly..

well, I am just a typical Office lady who wakes up at 630am.

goes to work at 830am, picks up ridiculous calls, replies sarcastic emails, attends fiery meetings

puts on a fake smiles, eats packed lunches, works through the nite..

Nothing much to share leh.. so nothing to blog abt.. haha..

those who met me commented that I change le...

Is it for the good or for the worse?

they kept silent.. well, I guess it.. I became more crude & blunt..

well, corporate world trains me to be tough lady..

If i dun protect myself, I will get bullied for no reason.. take me for granted..

Pardon me if I happen to give you blunt replies and a grumpy face..

Well, you can't possibly see me smile at all times..

I am also tired mentally and physically..

Be rest assured that I am not sian or stressed or what..

I am just more stern and firm nowadays.. when I appear chirpy, pple dun treat me seriously..

I am serious.. they disregard my views, stands, opinions.. So having a stern face makes a difference..

so this look will be with me.. I can't just switch as and when haha..

Well. recently i got smth to be busy with ( besides work)

I am doing this recording for a new composer in my music school..

I am attending my singing lessons and maybe taking keyboard as well.. must plan my time..

I am worried for this.. My voice is detoriating due to my erratic lifestyle..

keeping my fingers cross and hope that the showcase on 13 April will not turn out bad..

I also hope that there are more Sop 1s haha.. my voice really cannot make it le.. cant reach le..

it is so stressful when everyone put their hope & trust all on me - my teacher, my boss, my friens, my colleagues, my parents..

will be borrowing a motivational book from "gong gong" to read.. maybe i will see things in a different light..

well, all is not bad for me.. I appreciate joy from the little things happening in my life..

1. Yx to ask me to take up the recording - at least she thinks that I can make it!I never thought I could..

2. j & gong gong who always treat as their mei in office and wanting to treat me after getting their bonuses.. and for sending me home after 10pm in office..

3. sc who has been very understanding, never fails to cheer me on and entertain me when I am down at work.. Sorry for keeping u waiting for hours for several occasions.. will buy you touhua kk? haha..

4. xf & gs who always bother to share cab with me home after work.. at least i am not alone in this battle

5. helping my bro in his coming 21 birthday party.. hehe.. will sabo him hahah..

take care folks! :)

2:31 PM