Tuesday, December 25, 2007
The only present I want from Santa this Christmas :P
The happiest thing that happen this Christmas is the caroling I had for the past few days.. It is the only thing that makes me feel happy about this Christmas :) I think those who know me well know I love to sing & will like sing forever as long as I can..Recently my passion for it died.. Sadly, it was just left there hanging; neglected by me for the past few months... I did not attend my music classes on wed nites.. I was perpetually late or missing for choir sessions.. I did not perform at Tao's anymore due to its fateful closure... For a period of time, I lost the energy & passion I had for my life.. I was unhappy about my life..I did not want to face anyone in that cold hard place.. I dread gg there.. I question about my life.. Is that what I really want? I find all ways & angles to emplify the misery in my life.. But it was the caroling sessions I had for the past few days make me realise.. Why harp on smth bad & not look at the beauty & the happiness I still have.. The joy in singing The joy in meeting like-minded pple The joy in having reunion/ gatherings with my friens The joy in bringing joy to those in Northpt with our voices The joy in laughing out loud & over silly jokes with pple The joy in sharing bad times with pple Well, hopefully this joy I gather for the past few days will last me for the yr to come.. My christmas wish for yrs to come is to... To Get myself and everyone I love to be happy over the simplest things in life! That's all, Santa! Hope I am not too greedy this yr hahaha..

Jiji, thanks for hearing me out all these while..
Know that I have been grumphy all these while..
Bear with me cos 我的心态开始老 了。。。
Do tolerant 老人like me... And reali I kept pretty silent not becos I find ur
childish or what.. it's cos 老人累了。。。搭不上话了。。。
But I find joy & laughter just listening to u all :)
Thanks for the long talk we had tonite :)
Thanks Willy too for the presents & treats & accompany! :) I like it!
I am glad to have friens like you all :)
But pls allow me to say this.. I hate JET Li in that 投名状。。
He reminds me of how pple resort all means to climb the corporate ladder..
Even at the expense of others.. Who says there is no bad guy..
He is ultimately a BAD guy to me.. I name him as one!
And 金城武is reali a himbo haha.. but I admire his faithfulness...
The lady in that movie is reali a vase leh.. Still got the cheek to beg him not to
kill her.. Throw woman's face..
If it were me, I will say "Kill me ba!" hahaha
Good nite folks! Merry Christmas! Hohoho..

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