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Saturday, June 23, 2007

My 3rd week

Before I am gg to step out of my house again and back in the late nite..

I can finally squeeze a bit of time to blog abt this week..

Time flies..i know i know this is such a common generic saying that has been repeated umpteen times...

but know what.. time only flies for me when I get to truly enjoy my life's pace...

though I knew my workload, choir, music school stuff will keep me busy til year end.. but I have never felt as satisifed before living as a person..

I knew the purpose for living and things that I am doing now...

Recently, some friens are making a commotion of me not choosing another paths after I graduate.. and they themselves are standing at their cross-ends' pondering which is their best choice and come to me for my so-called "advice"..

I just simply tell them.." I reali never think that much..."
smtimes we all need to go by ur gut feeling and intution...
Come to think of it.. most of the stuff I decided on (especially big ones) are done with minimum pondering on it..

let me recall/ reminsice my good old fond days

1. joining choir at sec- dragged to the audition by Huiboon;
joining choir at JC- dragged by Yanting( yunwei's sis)

2. picking PLMGSS as mine 1st choice despite offered by St Nich for SAP after.. ( I actually "mi-ni-ma-ni-mi-ni-mo" on my family's wall haha and kena scolded by my mum and she had to repaint the wall for that haha orwise I can show u my masterpiece..)

3. taking ART stream instead the so- "prestigous" science stream
- I was just thinking why take smthing I dun need haha@

4. Deciding to slim down from a 74kg girl to 53kg girl now..
- I just wake up one day, gg to ajc and decided I need to be slim and healthy and wear and buy whatever I like haha..
- my friens will say " what happen li Ping?" nothing ah.. I just ate less than 5 meals a day haha@

5. Dying my hair Golden, Red, and Brown and Black again..
- Why not? It makes mine short hair interesting and NO more JC RULES!!! ha! i rem those who saw me then was what happen too?

6. Rebonding my hair and keeping it long all of a sudden...
- No reason.. I just feel like it.. I seriously need a CHANGE haha..
- I once say I never had the patience to grow it.. but suddenly my patience grew haha..
- once again, they said you look weird in long hair.. haha@ weird good.. pple rem me haha@

7. Accepting HSBC
- I just picked up the call and accepted with wenli besides me.. ask wenli haha
- though many tell me pay low.. but at that point of time, I knew HSBC was the one..it's mine gut feeling again
- after that many offers came along but I knew I never regret my choice :)
- Money does bring happiness but not internal bliss from satisfaction..

8. Booking taiwan's trip
- I met wenli at my house and saw last day for Travel Fair
- so We WENT down immediately without thinking much..
- wenli even went back to get her passport haha@

9. Buying Lingzhi in Taiwan
- Reali NEver think much.. good for family just buy..
- though is freaking ex.. 600..
- wenli and me broke liao..

10. Choosing NTU BUS, AJC..
- I dun rem thinking much abt it..ha!

11. Joining Music school/ Alumni choir
- pple ask me join i just join cos I love to SING! ;)

12. Asking my sis to accept the guy and transfer school
- One fine day, I just told her just go by ur heart!
- if u think on smtime too much, ur heart simply shows ur will..
- and another fine day she told me : " ah ping, I accepted the guy and I got accepted by another school"
- in the end, She is happy and I rejoice for her! :)

and countless more.. it seems that pple are shocked why I didn't think much abt the consequences when I decide on smthing.. like my sis, HB,ZZ...

it is either my brain is just too small to work things out and my frequency is direct no U-turns.. perhaps I am too straight at my words and thinkings liao..

but come to think of it, these decisions did bring me a mixture of happiness and unhappiness.. but without these decisions, i think i will miss out a lot of things and pple-

1. Singing
2. Miss ong Hui boon
3. Miss han wenli
4. The PL clique- Miss cai peijuan, miss lee baoling, miss phuah liping
5. my choir friens - Jiji, huixian, tan en, yingzhi, joy, alex and many more..
6. my choir juniors- Whee geok, nadiah, chunwei, yuk lum, jiemin,chee guan.. and many more
6. my uni clique- mr incredible, the fruities, miss meishan. xinyi. sufen. jean.lian chui. ying ying and many more...
7. my beloved teachers- Cai lao shi, yuxuan, mrs helen chong & low, mr quek, mrs elizabeth chong
8. taiwan!
9. my fun-loving colleagues and bosses- SC,KP, joline, jenny, susan, ramesh, austine, clarence, wan keng, sharon, kamilah and many more..
10. performing LIVE!
11. my singing friens- edwin, joyce,peiling, kym, weiquan, xiuxian, huiting

I gain so much despite some " mishaps" here and there..
so the end of the day, I always end up telling everyone who asks me for opinions.. " just go by ur heart! and trust ur gut feeling!"
cos it works for me! and i believe i am rewarded for mine risk-taking(adverse) behaviors haha@@

sometimes u just need to trust ur heart!
like what i said to mine sis " if u think too much and long, it just shows how weak ur will to do a certain thing is.."

my principal>
" DECide > Go+DO! put in ur 100% after deciding ! > does the end matters? sometimes it's the process that makes the difference for me and all of ur out there..

this piece of thout and preaching was inspired by close to 3 hr sessions/phone calls after work by 3 pple who ask for mine advice.. i had a hard time telling them..
" i din weigh the so called "calculated" gains and loss REALI i swear by it!"
I just follow mine heart and i often end by asking them what ur heart reali wants and like then just go ahead..

cos smtimes u will not gain or suffer any without taking the first step..if not, everything else is calculated, you will suffer more when u slip painfully..

so GO ahead with a free- minded spirit.. let the Explorer be rewarded with much more than others.. :) afterall you are still young to experience any falls..

There will always be a brighter day that comes after all the pain and sufferings..

Friens, Explore and live ur live out! :)

Take care and have a great weekend! :)

It's time mine weekly recommendations..
when this song first came out ages ago.. I love the spirit in it!
it's so cute and defiant! :)

Grace Kelly - Mika

Do I attract you?
Do I repulse you with my queasy smile?
Am I too dirty?
Am I too flirty?
Do I like what you like?

I could be wholesome
I could be loathsome
I guess I'm a little bit shy
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me without making me try?
I try to be like Grace Kelly
But all her looks were too sad
So I try a little Freddie
I've gone identity mad!

I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you walk out the door!
How can I help it
How can I help it
How can I help what you think?
Hello my baby
Hello my baby
Putting my life on the brink
Why don't you like me
Why don't you like me
Why don't you like yourself?
Should I bend over?
Should I look older just to be put on the shelf?
I try to be like Grace Kelly
But all her looks were too sad
So I try a little Freddie
I've gone identity mad!

I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you walk out the door!

Say what you want to satisfy yourself
But you only want what everybody else
says you should want

I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you walk out the door!

7:53 AM