Saturday, January 27, 2007
I feel a sense of achievement today :)Today, I performed outside Tao's. Just hours ago, I sang 心动,开始懂了& 人质. I like the environment there :) It was relaxed and i enjoy the ambience there at night :0 though it was drizzling initally, the rain stopped once we started singing.. :)In the midst of my second song interlude, I heard clappings from the balcony. Though they were weak in volume ha, I was happy :) my fellow teacher and singing friens on stage teased me: " see got pple clap for u must give urself some confidence" This is the first time I felt that these claps for me are sincere :)
Most importantly, i feel so touched when my teacher sms me this:
" U did very well today! Really v V proud of u leh! U r the B-E-S-T! "
I am like OMG i feel so flattered :) extremely indeed :) :0 think can't describe my feelings for tonite. It will def be part of the most memorable times i had in my life :)
I just feel that I am really blessed knowing Edwin and Yuxuan teacher :0 they gave a lot opportunities despite my timidness on stage and my ill confidence :( I had to visit the toilet 5 times before singing to calm myself down haha@ i look at the mirror and told myself i can do it :) like the baby below if a baby can do it so can I ha! :)

Yuxuan, U r the most amazing encounter I had ever met in my life :) thanks so much and thanks for your hand- made diary for me :) I will def use it and paste it lots of Powerpuff girls stickers haha@ Not forgetting, my dear friens around me who had wished me luck and supported me all these long for my singing dreams : Wenli, Pei Pei, Bao Bao, Liping darling, Ohime and anonymous and many more :)
Alas, I could not video myself cos is pitch dark and is nearly 20% visibility on stage haha :) but i know i have done my best and most importantly, i enjoyed myself :)
Moral of the story: Singing is my life and my passion for it will not die :) I hope my voice will bring joy and peace to all. Suddenly , I feel that there is a reason for living on and my life will be very different without music :) Have ur found the passion in ur life too? Live it out before we are no longer able to do so in future :)

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