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Sunday, June 18, 2006

Drama at office

Drama at office

I am so dead now.. Do u believe it i havent slept for a night til 6am.. now the threshold has been sustained and I cant sleep anymore.. It was real enjoyable yest at yingzhi's party :) more than i thought cos i thought i was so out of place at least that was what i thought all these while.. cos not close to her clinque pple and didnt want to be weird finding topics to talk abt.. But I was glad to see my chior clinque friend( a ultra nice gal) to get attached to one of the nice guys i know.. haha@ they are real sweet hope they will sustain and be relly xin fu.. and i think she deserves that guy ha! i Have guessed this when i could sense it through my sixth sense haha@ reali happy for them..
For her : gal, believe in love dun think too much.. if u think too much, then is not love liao.. love can overcome all that's what i believe.. though i dun think she will see this, hope that she will get my ah ping's blessings.. :)
Na, that was a happy thing that happened.. yest was real fun cos i just slack around doing nothing no work n Coms n i just wanted to escape from my recent stress luckily in the end i decided to go cos i didnt want to cos i dun know them.. but u know i am easily entertained by music ha! think i was utterly anti-social sorry for that yingzhi ( opps she cant read it too ha!)
her crowd is not very sporting after all cos she created this dance pool for her crowd but no one dances ha! though i cant dance haha@ just cant cos body movements not harmonised.. so i sang to her rn b songs..
I am so dead now.. haha@ office again.. gals, i finally withstand the maxi and cried at office on last wed.. i didint want to cos i dun want to throw face and let pple think i so weak.. but alas i was just irritated and felt reali useless and lousy.. think no one saw except the aunty and she stood up for me by saying " karen, ur are so irresponsible if no one gives her the password then she cant do any report who is she gg to find?" this sentence make me tear more.. touched by her chivalry and justice -mindedness.. finally some one has heart in the office.. this was what happen the gal who was supposed to give the password to extract my data for mine reports went on leave without telling me at all.. I was utterly shocked cos no one else could give me access.. then i had no choice to wake her up at 10 cos report due at 12 am.. then i asked" sabrina, can u give ur password orelse i cant do mine reports" "she was huh? cant leh i will get caught.. then i saw "then how?" then she said pass the phone to a senoir staff and gave her password..
that moment, i just felt so untrusted and pushed around cos i asked ten pple for help before resorted to call her.. then the same auntie was saying " yo, they very irresponsible leh never inform you anything when go on leave.." then i couldnt fight my tears and cried cos i felt reali worhtless in that department.. she saw and she was utterly shocked too and ran to the toilet ya with that annoying key to open the door.. ha! okie is good to let it out cos i felt is accumulated grivances i felt..
monday i had to lunch with them i find it a torture leh reali.. please bless mine good luck and hope no one bombs me with questions that i cant answer.. hope so.. please dun.. good luck..
another thing i am so dead now! ha!

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