today is a boring day ;( told ya nothing much to write lor... today supposed to meet mine teachers frien for dinner.. in the end only mi and another girl.. should have gone to meet baoling they all.. long itme neva see pj liao.. she must honeymooning wahaha** hope she bought presents for mi.. must be dun have one.. she so zhong se and stingy surely dun have mine fen one.. hope she can malaysia wiht mi and wenli and darling.. orwise when they make haior i will bored to death man.. just tok to bao bao and hb online and on phone.. got some things vented out to both of them.. realized that i am still so childish still wanting pple's attention and wanting pple to care abt mi and pay attention to mi.. guilepig, grow up pls?!!! i am such an idiot, evil girl toking abt the evil things i have in mind.. but i think is better to say it out then keep in ur mind like some hypo pple.. wonder how they survive must be poking needles at mi to a figurine at home.. wahaha sorry folks ina bad mood.. hb lor remind mi of some sad and bad stuff that pccur to mi this year.. all ur fault!!! it's okie guilepig will be strong the more the person wants mi to fall i will survive.. chicken little sucks dun watch!!! not nice one.. but i like the spice girl song.. "oh tell mi what u want what u real reali want haha@@" king kong is finally here.. and perhaps love.. this week must really maintain figure and look good man.. got wedding must squeeze into my vintage skirt so tiny i could not breathe i am fat liao lar!!! msut control must control.. perhaps i neva wanted to grow up.. i hate growing up.. why must grow up.. and care abt so mani fan things why pple change for the worst.. why everyone leaving mi one by one.. is scary coem to think of it.. my sis birthday coming.. she seems sad and lost.. i am jsut worried she will be reminded of that bastard.. f**k him allow mi.. he is a fool!! whatever.. i lost all mine trust in guys so scary one leave pple alone to fend for urself.. without thinking abt us.. hope mine sister will be happier forever.. i know she will not see this but i hope that she understand one thing we will be happier without guys!! they r nothing kk, jiejie! single is perfectly okie man, gal dun keep thinking that is not okie look at mi, i am perfectly okie for 20 years.. just that i also hope u will find ur husband soon and not be like mi.. the world will soon be lonely without pple around mi.. okie i toking rubbish liao.. gg to sleep leh.. good nites:)it's d day!

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